Dead Drop

back on track?

2010-10-25T07:17:00.010-04:00

Does anyone realised ma blog still exist?haha

I did not move to tumblr literally. Was clinging to it for a moment. Honestly, tumblr isn't ma thang. Haha i've noticed majority of the facebook users used tumblr so i thought why not give it a try. Till' today i'm quite unsure what's tumblr for? Well so far the tumblr users out there use it for posting pictures that they either adore/fascinate/allure or watsoever. That's what i noticed maself doing. haha.
I have nothing much to say.. so,

To love, i don think you're reading this but here it goes.
1) I love you.
2) yea, it was yr fault.
3)You really should have inform me,
you don have to wait till the day we meet.
4) I guess you have predicted it very well how im gonna react after hearing all that.
5) I was abit mad, yes i was.
6) But more to upset.
7) and yea, i was stupid.
so stupid that i did THAT.
8) And again, I LOVE YOU.

It REMINDS ME OF YOU♥

You should have read&watch this by now(:
sorry, i couldn't upload the official music video):

Has moved

2010-08-06T13:10:00.003-04:00

to
http://french-leviathan.tumblr.com/

GO HERE

2010-04-29T04:38:00.001-04:00

http://sweetestrevenge.blogspot.com/

got it from a friend's blog, melisya

Monday rain

2010-04-26T03:23:00.003-04:00

To take a leap of faith
taking a chance on
Love.

As you can see, i've changed ma blogskins. FOR YOU GUYS WHO WOULD WANT TO GIMME A TAG OR A COMMENT, JUST CLICK ON THE COMMENT NAVIGATION BELOW MA PHOTO THAT YOU WOULD SEE ON THE RIGHT OF EVERY POST. THERE WILL BE A POP-UP WINDOW. JUST TYPED YOUR COMMENTS AND THEN CLICK YOUR IDENTITY. YOU CAN LEAVE BY CLICKING YOUR IDENTITY AS ANONYMOUS OR ENTER YOUR NAME(:
Muchly appreciated.

Thought of trying something different.

I was happy this morning as i woke up in bed. Then realized it was Monday. I knew i would face the day with dreads the moment i got up. Think again. Should i start this brand new day of the week with ma temper display or hide maself underneath the blanket? Just mentioning 'it's Monday', ma nerves, they become frayed. Oh what are the odds, i decided to spend this oh-so-not lovely raining Monday at home. Especially cuddling with ma Herbie bear (given by boyfriend) on the most coziest bed i've ever laid on. What's next? I'm looking forward on Wednesday. I'm gonna rendezvous with ma devoted lover. The first person I've ever really been so intimate with and the first person I've ever cared about this way. I hope it's true love.

Vanessa Hudgens Unveils 'Beastly' Trailer

2010-04-26T02:08:00.001-04:00

'It takes the skeleton of 'Beauty and the Beast,' and we fill in the muscles of our own,' she tells MTV News.

Although her substantial fans have been following the movie's development since it was first announced, few details have been leaked about Vanessa Hudgens' summer romance film "Beastly." Now, all that is about to change.

"I didn't know much about him," Hudgens admitted when asked about her leading man, 20-year-old British heartthrob Alex Pettyfer. "We actually met at an event a few days earlier, coincidentally, and about a week later we met when Daniel [Barnz] the director brought us in to read together. We got along great, we both hit it off, and we had a lot of fun."

The trailer gives us an extended look at the film's "Beauty and the Beast"-inspired plot, which tells the story of Kyle (Pettyfer) — an arrogant but popular teen — and the curse that turns him into a bald, tattooed freak. Until he finds someone who can love him for what he looks like on the inside, Kyle will waste away in seclusion.

"We did bond over music; I think that's always an easy thing to get to know someone," Hudgens said of building the chemistry that Kyle needed to have with her character Lindy — an introspective, troubled girl who sees the beauty buried within the beast. "It was really funny, because in the audition, he would not take his ear buds out. He just kept them in! And I'm like, 'So, whatcha listening to?'

"We bonded over Kings of Leon; he likes Kings of Leon as well, and I'm the biggest fan," Hudgens explained. "And sometimes, before scenes, I would listen to [the Plain White T's'] 'Hey There Delilah' before a really sweet scene too, because I think it just puts you in the right headspace."

After the pair got to know one another, they were ready to make beautiful music together onscreen alongside Neil Patrick Harris (who you can see in the trailer playing Alex's blind tutor) and Mary-Kate Olsen (nearly unrecognizable as the film's evil witch).

"It takes the skeleton of 'Beauty and the Beast,' and we fill in the muscles of our own," Hudgens said of the film. "We took bits and pieces of the original, like the transformation; you have to find someone who loves you to break the spell. But we twisted it a little bit and made it a bit darker and threw in a few oddities that weren't in the original."

So enjoy the trailer for now — and in just a few more months, you'll be able to enjoy all the beastly beauty in its entirety.

"The perfect way to go see 'Beastly,' if you're my age or a teenager, I'd say bring your boyfriend or bring your girlfriends," Hudgens said of the plans you should be making for July 30. "Go have dinner somewhere, or maybe invite your friends over. Get pizza and drinks and then go to the movie theater. You should go with your friends, because it will make it that much more fun. And it's a really enjoyable movie."

haggard

2010-03-28T13:03:00.003-04:00

Why must everything gets so hard? And complicated? I loathe it when the situation becomes like this. It just seems not right. This isnt what i endeavour for..

distinguised from school days

2010-03-20T08:28:00.005-04:00

Finally yesterday was the last day of school. Woohoo! It's holiday time! I have three weeks of holiday. I would prolly be spending the time with ma girlfriends, peeps and with sayang. Been waiting for this very moment. I miss boyfriend so much. We don't see each other that often nowadays. And i keep having bad dreams 'bout him. Even sometimes he does. Is it a sign?
These nightmares are very bizarre. Recently, well literally last night, i had another nightmare.

I dreamt that he met with an accident and left me alone in this empty, meaningless life.
After saw him left that night, i didn't receive any messages from him so i thought he must be freaking fatigue and went straight to bed once he reached home. The following morning, i received a call from an anonymous person saying that u just met with an accident awhile ago. I was stunned and terrified. The news startled me. The doctor said, ''It was too late''. I cried, screamed ma lungs. His friends always call me up to bring me out and forget that unpleasant event. It's hard to let nature roll. I kept rejecting their invitations and told 'em i need sometime alone. Instead i went to the place where he had a mishap. As i was strolling at that area, i found his mobile phone near the drain. I took it and keep it with me. It was the only thing that can last with me to remind of him. But somehow i still feel his existence. It was as if his soul is lingering around me. He kept me safe. One day while i was dreaming away, thinking 'bout him, i received a message from HIS MOBILE PHONE. There was no number so i just open the message and it said,"I MISS YOU"..
I know, creepy or what.

Change topic.
Sya just get her new toy. She named it Kitty! Well eventually it's not a cat.
It's Panasonic Lumix FZ35! ahahah

random pics

2010-03-17T02:16:00.002-04:00

Just random pictures during break-time last two days, Monday. We were darn boredd. Heh. AS usual, Fyqa will bring her camera along. So SNAP! SNAP! SNAP!
Majority of the pictures taken by the great ME. heh

~credits to Heedy ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

2010-03-10T00:31:00.013-05:00

Hello love.

Guess what, yesterday was ma official Birthday! Woohoo! Lol.
God, I've been sabotage during break time inda CANTEEN! So embarrasing siaa..! Unfortunately, they smashed ma face into the cake. Haha. But it was hilarious tho. Heard it was Yong Qin's idea-.- Why am i not surprise.

Thanks guys, it's very memorable birthday celebration. I love ya all. ♥

This is how the surprise happened,
yesterday's school started at 9am and the first lesson was LFS. As usual, me and ma mates will forever ever never attend that lesson. It talks all 'bout lifeskills. Attending that lesson is so not worth it. Scuha bore duhh. Therefore, we often neglect that module. As pernormal, i will call up ma friends and go to school with 'em. Unfortunately, ma friends was abit late so i decided to head off first. On the way to school, Izaan kept on texting me asking my whereabouts. I started to feel suspicious as if something's going on. I wondered what were they up to. But i just ignored it and acted cool. I did not wait for them as i wouldn't wanna be late so i attended the class first. Half an hour gone. The three musketeers then entered the room. They were smiling WIDELY towards ma direction. I was very sure that they're up to something. Ohh well.. Let them be. I see nothing in their hands. First expression, DISAPPOINTED. I thought maybe they didn't get for me anything. I was hoping something tho. Just wishes, hand shakes, hugs. Good enough for me.

All of a sudden, Yaya turned around and faced me.

She started to ask,"What are you expecting from your friends on your birthday?"

I was blank. Speechless.

I answered,"Err.. I don't know. I'm not expecting anything.. I guess" (I lied)

I just thought that i shouldn't tell 'em what I was expecting as i don't wish to make 'em feel guilty.

Lesson ended. It's our break-time. I was starving like shit. I can even eat up a big-fate meanie. Aha obviously i was faking. The moment i stepped out of the room, Yaya grasped ma arm while Fyqa grasped the other. I wondered what were they enthusiast about. They escorted me to the canteen. I was wholly not aware where they bringing me. Suddenly they stopped infront of a round table in the middle of the canteen. There you go, ma Surprise Birthday Celebration! Aha it was awesome. Quite expected. Heh nahh. I don't want to emphasize on the sabotage part ahaha. Pictures speak a thousand words.

Ahaha! This is the part when i've been sabotage!
Smashed...!!!! Poor cake ):

What a bummer, gotta do last touch-up of the project.
Aha.. Everyone says that. Pfft.

END

2010-02-25T22:38:00.001-05:00

they say 'The Wolfman' is not worth to watch.

when in school.. here what we always have

2010-02-25T20:29:00.003-05:00

I'm currently in school. Godd i could already sense the syndrome of boredom again. I'm having ma CS module right now. Love this module. Mr William is effing nerdy and silly, hah makes him looks super cute. We had our mock test yesterday so today we're just revising and correcting the mistakes. I'm quite impressed. I almost get wholly correct for all questions! heh
EVERY SINGLE time we will take the opportunity to use the computer when the teacher starts talking bullshit all day long.

Okay now, ma mate Jocelyn, is beside me. She's posting somethang bout' her nemesis. Heh, if i'm not mistaken its her boyfriend's 'so-called' bro's girlfriend. Feel me? And i just corrected her grammar and vocabs. Hah seriously we got nothing betta to do. Pfft.

God. All of a sudden, i'm starting to crave for sushi. Heh bizarre craveness(no scuh noun for 'crave' literally). I always thought sushi was sort of romantic, the way everythang was so neat and bite-size. You could feed each other without making too much of a mess. You barely even needed a napkin. Don't you think so?

Valentine's Day movie

2010-02-15T06:34:00.005-05:00

Valentine's Day

Opening: 11 Feb 2010
Running Time: 125 mins
Genre: Comedy, Romance
Rating: PG
Distributor: Warner Bros
Director: Garry Marshall

Cast: Anne Hathaway, Ashton Kutcher, Bradley Cooper, Jennifer Garner, Jessica Alba, Jessica Biel, Julia Roberts, Taylor Lautner
Plot: Intertwining couples and singles in Los Angeles break-up and make-up based on the pressures and expectations of Valentine's Day.

Is'syah can't wait to catch his all-time fave idol, Taylor Swift.
Haha how cute of him(:

We lay hand in hand, head to head, eye to eye
The stars staring down, as if they were in envy
The moon radiating light upon us, as if it we were a showcase
The passion which was united, a passion of true love
Passion which wrote upon paper, can never portray my passion for you
True passion is like a song, A never ending list of cords and notes
An innovation of a creative mind, written from the soul and heart
A never ending canvas of joys and memories
True passion can never die, it can never fade away, for it lies deep down
You are my true passion, my true calling, my true love

a day out with him & a day out with cousins

2010-02-14T12:56:00.013-05:00

It wasn't a Valentine's Day outing afterall.* It was just a normal meet-up. Ahah celebrating it belated, i guess? heh. Wanna catch Valentine's Day movie! Yayu said 'best best giler'. Must-must-must watch. * photos uploaded in facebook

p.s I'm starting to miss you already Sayang.
I miss those times when we entwined our arms together,
roaming side by side.
I gotta admit, im too enchanted by your love.

Crashed over granny's house last night after chilling out with cousins.
Cousins were effing hilarious. Miss those guys tho. We played bowling -.- then pool. Like seriously bowling again? Luckily i was the second leading at first. Unfortunately after awhile i found maself lost in the game. How pathetic. What do u expect, i was competing with 6guys and i was the only girl! They're so much betta when it comes to game. Sigh feeling of defeated. I could have already predicted that im gonna lost anyway. heh (hiding shame) Imma scuha loserdom.
God, Afiq was damn pro. He was the first one leading. He must have played it often. And ohh just so you know, Aree had dreads. Fringing cool! It totally caught ma eyes. I'll publish the photos soon. Took lotsa pictures of his dreads heh. Too fascinated i guess?
After those bowling and pool-ing, we took a cab home and ate our supper at a nearby coffeshop. While waiting, we played poker cards and guess what, Aree don even know a single thing about playing poker. What a shame, he's already 21 and he should know how to play all this by now. lol
Done eating, headed granny's house. At that moment of time i was completely in a trancelike mode. Luckily i still managed to see where i was going. Reached, changed, brushed teeth, freshen up and off to bed. Ended up sleeping at 5am.
The next morning i was awakened by a phone call. It was Aree&Afiq. They pestered me again to join them on a trip to Johor and crashed over Kaka's house at there. Last night i was about to confirm with them that im joining.
Unfortunately, is'syah forbade me to go. Ohh well, i really want to join very badly. Sigh, wanna be a good girlfriend example.lol
Till' here. So lazy to emphasize more.

And sorry dear, i neglected few of your messages. Heee but still, i replied eventho it took some time.

advance Valentine's Day

2010-02-12T01:44:00.002-05:00

Today had a trip to West Coast Recreation Centre and we played bowling!
At first, I assumed its gonna be damn bored.
Like hellorr? bowling? pfft.
But hey ma assumption was wrong.
It turns out to be very enjoyable. I was completely in a perky mood.
I'm not quite used to bowling. Hah i was even struggling with the ball at first.
But hey, not bad huh. I must say, the bowling intrigued me.
So now im home since 1pm plus just now.
Godd can't wait to meet boyfriend and celebrate our advance Valentine's Day? heh
yeahh i guess. We're still meeting on Monday tho. Well it doesn't matter whether its advance or belated right? As long as we enjoy spending the moment with our love one.
Heh drama-mama much?
OMFG. It's already 3:06 pm yet i still haven't freshen up!
Shit im so dead meat if im late.
Toodles babycakes!

bore entry

2010-01-31T12:07:00.004-05:00

We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching.
We might take it home,
we might make out when nobody's there.
It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.

I remembered when i teased you with a kiss
Hah and kiss denied!

Syndrome of boredom. Nothing much happened today. Infact, nothing happen at all.
Hah kayy I'm talking crap.
Woke up quite late today at 2pm, thanks to ma ohh-so-lovely boyfriend who eventually fell asleep last night without even warn me. Pfft-.- Waited for his replies quite awhile tho.
Once i was awake, i had break-lunch then watch television.. chatted with mom bla bla bla.
Basically nothing much la, just typical old bore unalluring update here.
So start going online, browse some sites.. nyeh nyeh nyeh.
Okay seriously no enthusiast to type. Sighhhhhhh
Anyways, inda afternoon went out and met godsis at Causeway Point.
Coincidentally she was around Woodlands area so i gave her a call to accompany me to
get some stuffs for school basic needs.
Bought everything needed and OMG eyes started to get red once i glared at the laptops selling at a lower price! They're having sales.. Like auwh..! Wanna get new lappy! Mine's scuha bore.
But dad says mine still in a good condition, it's just that i don know how to be grateful.
(double the -.-)
And OHH! i saw a scrambler with a box!! God, so outdated! Ewww
Alright now im off to finish up ma paperwork.
while waiting for sayang to call. sleep tight!

can i leave this untitled?

2010-01-30T09:43:00.005-05:00

Hello love.

Sorry for the effing long lost updates.
God, been neglecting this blog.
Okay, now it feels so weird that im blogging again. Heh
I've just realized how many times i apologized a day.
I apologized to everyone especially to ma boyfriend.

Ma day sucks big time today!
And i don feel like talking bout' it.
The only person that i talked to was Yaya,
she was so kind to be a good listener eventho she's currently out with her boyfriend.
I'm scuha bother.

So i was supposed to attend ma job induction earlier this morning but i was late and thought there won't be any chance for me to get the job cause if i really can't make it on time today, this would be the fcuking second time im gonna missed the induction.
And im so gonna regret it. It'sa damn good job and well-paid.
I texted the other guy, Darren who was on behalf of Nick, from RWS Discovery and asked him whether i'll still get to attend the induction if im late. He was being too kind to even wait for another half an hour when i was supposed to reach there at 8 am sharp.
It was quite crucial that i took the advantage of Darren's and Nick's generosity. Ohh well.
So i hurriedly freshed up, get dressed and brought all the requirements needed.
When i was inda train heading towards Harbour Front, i received a call from Dad.
So i picked up his call and he urged me to return home as soon as possible.
He said there's an urgent matter that he wanna inform me about.
I was lost and curious. Yet he insist not to tell me bout it through the phone call as he thought it would be quite a long conversation. Coincidentally, Darren called and asked whether im yet to reach the destination. Unfortunately, i had to tell him that i can't make it. I told him that i just received an urgent call and i gotta catch up with something. So i apologized.
Sigh it was hard to just left it behind. I was greatly hoping to get the job inda first place. Now everything just crashed and burned. What a waste. Sigh.
So I dropped at one of the stations which i don even heck care to even take a glance at where i am and took the opposite train and headed home as fast as i could. God i was brisk walking till' i sweat like a pig! Okay fake, i don sweat like an 'oink oink!' la. Hehe!
Once i reached home, ma make-up melted and i looked ridiculously hideous!
Dad told me to sit down before he emphasize on what he's desperately want to tell me.
After he was done, i somehow protested on this particular part that i totally 100% disagree.
WE ended up quarrelling. I had enough of it, i had enough of eveything.
I dashed to ma room and ma door shut with a bang.
He then knocked ma door yet i stay withdrawn. Still he spoke out, "Don't go anywhere today nor tonight. Stay safe. I'm going off."
Sigh. I threw ma bag and just laid onda bed, at the same time tryna restrain maself.
I started having moodswings and keeps grunting on everything gets in ma way.
I was one-step closer to breakdown. I loathe it when me and dad quarrelled. It feels scuks BIG TIME occasionally. Without ma awareness i fell asleep with ma dress, make-up, and accessorise on. The moment i woke up, i received 5-6 text messages from boyfriend, and two of my friends.
I was supposed to meet boyfriend today after the induction. The planned was he's gonna fetch me then we will chill out together or maybe with his friends. Sigh. I'm so disappointed and guilty. We were really hoping to meet each other today. Sigh (okay, i expressed to many 'sigh')

Why am i sharing bout everything happened today?
Didn't i said it at the first place that i ain't talking bout it? Heh, silly me.

Ohh and boyfriend informed me that Faozi, his pal, just met with an accident.
Pity him. He told me that he looks pretty tragic.
Hope you get well soon Faozi! Eventho you're actually not aware that i'm wishing you through ma blog. heh

P/S: missing boyfriend dreadfully. (truckloads of 'Sigh')

surprised kitty(:

2009-12-16T03:16:00.000-05:00

menses cramp

2009-11-17T10:19:00.004-05:00

love!
i'm at home right now.
took an early leave from work this morning
cause of ma menses cramp. fcuk shit.
but i headed off home inda afternoon
after ma colleague has arrived
or else no one will be taking charge of the counter.
so i left at 1.30pm after seeing one of the customer
who had reserved an item.

bf fetched me from work and he sent me home.
how nice.
once ive reached, i dived onto ma bed.
goshh.. thts exactly when the magic happens.
im lovin' it.
i woke up at 8pm and now cant go back to sleep.
shit! tmr working! got training some more!

hiatus

2009-11-12T05:19:00.003-05:00

Heyho folks! Back again! But not for long tho.
I'm currently on a hiatus. Sorry 'bout the long lost updates.
I've been busy nowadays. Been going back and forth from work.
I don't even have much time to get ma fingers on the keyboard.
Basically i will wake up early inda morning and get prepared for work.
Along the journey i'll listen to some music while reading ma ohh-so-lovely Gossip Girl prequel book.
Never ever get ma hands of it.
Then comes back late at night cause most prolly afta work, i go chill out with ma colleague.
By the time i reached home, i'll dive on ma bed. Mmm.. thats when the magic happens!
And OHH! Recently, i've learnt to speak mandarin and hokkien alil. Hah thanks to ma China colleagues. Majority of the promoters and supervisors of different departments are from China.
So thats literally how i get influenced. But its cool yaw! heheh

This is ma life now, babycakes!

sickening days

2009-08-08T12:11:00.003-04:00

Stuck at home the whole day, thanks to ma ohh-goddamn fever-.-
I wanna go out, I WANNA GO OUT!!
I miss going to Clarke Quay, its been quite awhile. Sigh
That someone went to St.James siaa. Cb. ahahah

All i did today was;
1. vibe at 10am then when back to sleep till' 12pm
2. had a late breakfast, all-time fave cereal
and catch 'The Lord of the Rings' dvd movie. hah
with ma smelly pajamas
3. showered at 2plus, bro was like "at lasttt uve bathed" -.-
4. continue watching 'TLR' while texting Sabri
5. bla bla bla..
6. halilujah!
7. ahahha boredddddddd
8. massage dad's foot after long hours of working hard
didnt knw he's that diligent when it comes to work. tsk
he's a good example(: aharhar!
9.ohh great.. now both me nd dad had a feeling tht he's gonna get sickk
real soon. O.o ohh my
yay me? thanks to me.
har har har!
okay im seriously talking to maself
bare with it, ma brains not function well enough
lalalallalalalalla
Yea, totally. No doubt

trample my trimps!

2009-07-27T12:55:00.003-04:00

Wow. Surprisingly, blogger is back on track. Okay bestt..! I can stop nagging away bout' it any longer. But in case if there wasn't any latest post on this blog, u may proceed to ma personally not-yet-fabulous OnSugar or, you can eventually find this link under 'affiliates' onda tabs above.

Last saturday, i went out with sya and ika. Sya scanned from City Hall to Somerset area and thank god, at last she purchased a bag for her lil sis as a birthday pressie, this comin' wednesday; 29 july. While for me, i planned to go Bugis to survey few shops along the Haji Lane, which i dont even know where that is? ahahha. Anyway thanks eh Sabri for guiding me how to get there. Hah eventho i ended up not going. Time flies fast, so as i gazed at ma watch, i dont think we have enough time to go Bugis. &bla bla bla. (lazy to elaborate)

Which pair of shoe colours do u prefer? Or i would say, i prefer? hmm

By nxt two weeks weekend, itsa must-must-must go Haji Lane.
Who would i bring then? OHH i know, Nabil. He's ALWAYS free.
And i will absolutely get the gorgeous costume, for sure. yeay me!
Ohh c'mon, everyone wants to look glamorous rightt?

skulk

2009-07-24T09:44:00.004-04:00

I'm not sure whether is it ma computer or the blogger itself?
There's a huge gap in between the 'title' and the 'post' column. Weird.
Ahaha alright that's random.
Showed up just to question that? Har-har
It must be skulking somewhere.. Hmm.

regret the absence or loss of

2009-07-15T11:45:00.004-04:00

I miss your absence;
I miss eating cheesecakes with you;
I miss those times we spent together.
What am i without you?
Aww.. Kay that was way DRAMATIC.
Scratch that crap.
In the matter of fact,
i miss you all dreadfully..

Today, i had 'Chocolate Tissue Prata'!!
Mmm.. Yum yum! Teehee(:

when sickening days strike

2009-07-11T09:24:00.005-04:00

I'm currently playin' Sorority Life on FB. Aahaha i know its kinda childish but it helps to cover up the boredom. Seriously, it works and do u wanna know why it works? Cause.. I've earn 645,566 bucks! Hooray! How i wish i could have that amount in ma bank right now. Rightt.. Dream on ghurl. It was satisying though.
I have cancelled all ma plans for today. Unfortunately, i was sick. Yesterday in school, ma first temperature was 37.3 degrees celsius and the second one somehow increased by 1 degree, so it was 37.4 degree. Darn it for making me cancels all ma plans.
So today i just stucked at home. Sigh.
Alright, stop playin', gettin' bored of it.
So now im talking on the phone with yasin and im eyeing on him through webcam. Hah he's doing effing-hilarious cacat face ever. Gosh.. Some looks like monster. Eww..!

Anyway, met sya yesterday. Fetched her from school and ohh hidayah was there. It has been quite awhile since i met her. Miss her. Missing everyone.
And we headed off to sya's crib except for hidayah. Had an inside joke with her mom. Hah i was stonned at first. But at the same time it was funny. Did some homeworks.. Seriously i did kay yasin-.- ahahah. Bla bla bla went back home at 10pm.

Ma body is soo........ Fcuking damn tired.
I need a rest, i need a break.
When can i finally on a hiatus? Sigh.

Remembering Michael Jackson with His Famous Fashion Statements

2009-07-08T09:39:00.004-04:00

The King of Pop has gave up his throne. As we remember him, let us look back at his famous fashion statements over the previous years.

During 1980s and 1990s, Michael Jackson was not only considered as a greatest singer of his generation but he was also a fashion trendsetter. His famous fashion statements include sequined gloves, red leather motorcycle jacket, white ankle socks, black fedora and black loafers. He also popularized military-style jacket and aviator sunglasses.

FREAKED OUT

2009-07-07T02:12:00.003-04:00

Yo folks, you might wanna check out this website.
It seriously freaks me out! Even ma mates yaw.
Damn, some says its bullshit, but what bout' YOU?

peteranswers.com

we've been there

2009-07-04T13:22:00.004-04:00

A quote from dearest Hidayah;

''Be careful to whom you give your heart because when you give your heart to someone, you’re not only giving that person the right to love you back but also the power to hurt you.''

It's soo veryy true! Nice one Dayah(:
This ghurl, is the sweetest ghurl i've ever seen.

Yesterday, me and ma girlfriends watched Transformers movie in Cathay Cinema at Causeway point. It was FANTASTIC! Its an awesome-action movie plus comedy and a lil romance. Cute couple tho. Movie duration: 2 1/2 hour. Damn long man but hey, look onda bright side. It was the BEST MOVIE of THE YEAR soo far!! Once i stepped out of the theater room, i know i was completely, 100% satisfied. Seriously, it worth your every penny. Itsa must-catch movie. While its still showing!

Okay, catching another movie at home duhh -.-
Toodles! Love you guys to bits & pieces(:

The Confession of an Obsession Guy

2009-07-04T12:58:00.003-04:00

Last week, one of ma girlfriend has received a strange message from her friendster's profile. It turned out to be an Indian, mid-age guy, pervert-kinda-face. Ahahaha. Ma girlfriend and i aren't aware of whom that stranger would be. His message for her was effing hilarious! We were laughing our heads off man! He was trying to confess to her, in a way that was quite weird and attractive? But the main point is, out of nowhere, out of the blue, a stranger just pops up in your friendster's profile and was tryna confessing bout his feelings&thoughts towards you?! Read this.

"Subject: I AM INTERESTED IN YOU

Dearest friend,
Forgive me if this letter came at the wrong of the day but I beg you to please really take note of it cos it comes from a heart of someone that you have so much affected during the reading of your profile.Hope you are fine and your family,as for me you have made me to smile again ,cos i have never believed that this can happen to me for my life time. Due to my past experience I have decided for a long time to stay alone and never to love,but look at me today smiling over your profile which i am well convinced that if a woman like you can exist it means there is much hope for me to be happy again even more than before.Please I am good in flattering people and never will i do that cos the true is life and if i lie it mean is dead,from my heart I am so happy to met amd mail somone like you even if you didn't reply,that is fine but don't forget that you have become special to my heart.May age nor distance between us be a barrier for this reality,i urge you...
May nothing stop nor discourage you from mail me back and be open to me cos i have good intentions towards you...Just know that I am out for something good nothing evil nor to hurt nor harm people,please be real and no games...I pray that you will understand my lyrics and get back to me soonest...
Really you must be a nice woman and what have made you to join this site and what are your motives and intentions towards your new love? but if you are not interested in my outpouring please do not reply, for I don't want us to waste time, Please i will love to have your pics and hear more from you.
Thanks for your comprehension.
I wait for your reply."

Damn that's bizarre.
Very funny sia..!! But hey im quite impressed:D Ahahahah!

i WON the bet!

2009-07-01T11:38:00.008-04:00

Congrats to Sya, like at last you're attached huh. So proud of you & do you know why? Cause.. I WON the bet bby! Ahahah yeay me. But that's not the reason actually. I know you want him so badly, for a very long time. I'm glad you gave him a chance this time. It was a wise decision been made. And please Stop having doubts bout' it alright. You really should have took the plunge a long time ago. Last long and do cherish every moments with him(:

And to ma dearest, craziest, funniest Aini:
Babe, get well soon alright. Btw, you really did frightened me when you said you might getting H1N1. Haiyoo.. If you would to get it, then im also infected. So do Sya. Damn luckily we all never kena. Ahahaha thank god. Do have lotsa vitamins and take a good rest regularly.
Listen to Doc Heedy says. Teehee!

Good Luck to both of you (:
Lovee ya guys,
smooch!

fatigue and feelin' drowsy recently

2009-06-28T09:48:00.003-04:00

I've been feelin' fatigue and drowsy recently. Ma body is aching, gosh i cant take another year of this. Maybe because i kept sleeping late lately or either im lacking of sleep. Wait, doesnt it sounds the same thang? See.. Im not thinking well here. If anyone would to see ma eyes right now, they can definitely predict that i need lots and lotsa rest. I might as well on hiatus. Sigh. I need fcukloads of rest!! Ugh.. I'm cracking ma brains for the upcoming Nlevels, which is in 3months time. Right. Am i ready? Hell NOO! I have to borrow someone's brain, Anyone?? -.- Kay crap Heedy. Missing all ma girlfriends bby. Sigh. I'm takin' a nap.
Snoring.. zZzz -.-

Sentosa trip

2009-06-25T23:54:00.024-04:00

I assume that you never satisfied with everything happened. The fact was just in front of you but you can't accept it. Sorry la gengs, kantoi ? F.Y.I kantoi is red handed. You caught red handed about everything right? so, what if now, I bitch about you. What will you do ? Kalau tak happy, seriously, itu kau punye seluar dalam.

- Inia Iman Dave Parkson

Whoa, nice one Inia. I owe you big time. So from here, i dont think i have anything else to elaborate on. Inia has already emphasize on it. To sape-sape yang terase tu eh, MYOB(:

Sentosa trip last week was awesome bebeh. It was one hell of a crowd! Unfortnately, had a last minute planned for a surprise birthday party for dearest Ika.-ILY. Ohh right, thanks to Sya once again. Aahaha. Hady, Sya and me bought the stuffs to cook the picnic food of the day, fried Bee Hoon with the nuggets on top for the decorations? Ahahaha it was ma idea. And had a lil helped from ma mommy for the recipe. P/S: Sya betta say thanks to ma mom. Or else without her guide thru the cookings, i think the kitchen gonna blow-up somehow. Ahahhah wth. Kay crap. Cook!Cook!Cook! It smells good and the noodles was purr-fect! Not bad afterall, Chef Hady, Chef Sya and Chef Heedy(: Har-Har-Har! Our gfs&bfs waited for us 1 1/2 hours yaknow!! Rabak nahh kepe. Hah one in a million. Ahh i put the blame on Sya har-har-har! Kidding babe(:

Reached sentosa and we had a good time. It worked out well. I believe all of us does. Esp Ika. She's the birthday ghurl so it's a must-must-must for her to have fun on her 17th birthday party. Okie dokie, picture tells..

Sentosa

Birthday Girl, Ika. miss her

Ika &her bf, Hafiz. cute couple

Gorgeous gf, Sya. love her

Saiful aka Apul
Sya's ''ehem-ehem". hehe

Hafiz

The surfer dudes&breakdancer crew. ahahah
They breakdance real well man. No doubts.
Saiful is gonna teach Sya how to breakdance
and Hafiz wants to dance with me!
Ive found ma partner. woohooo!

Sya and Hidayah

ahaahah It looks like Hady is the birthday boy instead huh.
hah still long way to go la Hady. gatal.
right.. casanova?

Can you clearly tell ma expression??
Goddammit, i was scared okay!!
Ma heart was beating fast yaknow.
Sobs sobs, i scared i might fall):

Damn, Ika was soo calm bout it.
How did she do that?!
Hah i've embarrassed maself.
Haiyaa.. Who cares!

Heedy and Hafiz
We'll make a good dance partner bebeh(:

1,2,3.. GO! aahh.. tak bole tak bole.
Take 1, take 2, take 3..
Haiyoo.. Hidayah! Must jump higher!

Cicak-WOMAN!
Fabulous shot. Sya said i need to pick up some
acting class. ahah yea.. right.
I dont even think i need one now.
The pic clearly shows that im a pro at it. HAR-HAR!

Aww.. When the time has come.
Hafiz putting on his gifts on Ika.
He bought for her braclet&necklace.
While Hafiz's sis bought for her Topshop tanks!
Best siaa!!

PO-PO-Poker.
The two tutors who taught Sya several of times without
giving up, yet she still fails to be a pro-.-

Ma complete group of ma GFs!
B-E-A-UTIFUL
(actually there's more, but they couldn't manage to come)

Heedy and beloved Ika
Mwahs!

Thanks to ALL gfs&bfs for granting that amazing birthday party
for our beloved Ika. Without you guys, it wont turned out real well. So once again thanks
and ohh Ika syg, hope you had fun honey
&you're welcome for the presents.
Do appreciate & be wise with the gifts from us to YOU(:
Love, heedy.
smooch!

loss of sanity

2009-06-07T06:52:00.004-04:00

"Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled."

Don't you find it funny? I felt like giggling while reading it. I say, it's quite cool. Esp. the 'my ambition' part, the last line. Hah.

I don't get it why they can't stop bitching bout' people around em'. You wanna bad-mouthing me, is that it? Auh, gimme' a break. I'm still not listening. Do you even think that tryna stared at me will prolly knock me down?? Like Hellor! Excuse me, cket takde goyang uhs ehs. Here, lemme' rectify you alil. Staring is ain't anything to me. If you think it does, you might wanna think again young lady. And ohh, in case you didn't realised, kau nyer badan dah macam papan lungsor! Aku tengok kau pon macam tiang berjalan pon ade. Jadi, kau jangan step mane nyer fierce pat sini sblom aku bengkok kan besi pat dlm badan kau! Wansuay.. Scuker!

Comes another one. Nowadays, Louis; Helven's drummer(:, is facing lots of cruel and pathetic passerby hopping over his blog. Even Cynthia, Louis' gf, is quite sick and tired of these malicious rumours. Recently, there were two cowards who tagged him in his blog. They titled themselves with fake names like 'hambaALLAH' & 'JOEY'?? -.- Hah can't you think of any spiffy names? Theirs' were totally undashing enough, and ohh, you guys are being scuha cowards for not revealing your real names. Esp. to 'hambaALLAH', you're not being a deity, are u? Cause' no matter what or how hard you try, you can't manage to be one. Besides, Louis ain't a Muslim cause he was literally born to be a Christian. So don't tryna recommend him to convert to Muslim. Let see, how old is he? 18 if im not mistaken, so his old enough to think for himself. He don't even need his parents nor strangers around him to demand him what to do. Look it up!

Unfortunately, How did this group of nuisance called 'Anti-Louis crew' comes about? It's so merepek, pleasee. It's so two-thousand-and-late okay, Mr JOEY. I assume that you are the ONLY crew inda group, haha how ridiculous is that! Hey everybody! Mr JOEY here, would like to humiliate our Louis's reputation down! Ohh, how amusing -.- But hey hey, try him man. Btw, what's so bad bout' tattoos? Or what's wrong being a tattoo artist?? You might wanna give a second thought, tattoo is a form of art (in case you're unaware) which only can be drawn on skins like for eg. human's body which specifically i think it's cool. C'mon man, its TAT-TOO, how bad can it be. I'm gettin' alil curiosity, why CAN'T you accept the fact that Louis is a tattoo artist? Tattoo artists are filthy rich okay! So are you telling that you're just envy of his talents? Hah ma prediction was right then. Pfft!

Did Louis ever make your life dreadful? He wasn't even bothering you so why on earth would u wanna squeeze into his life and makes it terrible?! Well i believe that he will/might have a good future right ahead. So why don't you guys just get your arses off his blog before he does something. Here's a suggestion; You guys might wanna redeem yourself towards Louis&Cynthia, perhaps even stop judging people around.

Sometimes i wonder if i might as well just curse you all to have a leprosy disease and torture to death. Ugh!

P/S: Happy Birthday Aizat! &Do last long with ma dearest Mel okayy!(:

read my poker face

2009-05-30T07:58:00.003-04:00

Woohoo! It's the start of the June Holiday!! Havoc time! I have lotsa plans for this holiday and it's all playin' in ma head right now. It feels like insomnia, i just cant clear-off ma mind of it. Hah wth -.- Contain the excitement yaw.

I have nothing much to talk bout' to fill up this post. Recently, ive rejected or ignored 3guys. Sigh. I'm not sure what was ma intention for doing that towardsem'. Maybe i ain't into relationships yet. Sorry guys for not falling for you(:

i want ma 'chilly fog' weather

2009-05-20T09:40:00.005-04:00

I will feel like im in a fog now -- until i can sort everything out, that is.

Today's weather was really sucks. It was freaking hot man. Neither me nor ma mates could bare with the scorching sun. Everyone started fanning themselves during lessons. Seriously, it was annoying. We might as well just get half-naked. Once i couldn't stand the heat, i started to scratch all over ma body. Especially, ma neck. Oh gosh.. Even one of the guys thought i was tryin' so hard to peel off ma skin. Ahaha how ridiculous is that.

Afterwards, school has ended. Gf and i hurriedly got ourselves out from that an institution where instruction is given. Phew at last.. Chilly inda Lilly' !

get together in a huddle

2009-05-17T04:01:00.003-04:00

There's no remedy to love but to love more.
You get that, don't you?

Nowadays, i've been facing lots of hard times with the people around me. Ma family, friends and even NEW people. Recently, i got to know a new guy and he's quite interesting. There's no need for me to elaborate how we get to know each other. Alright? He's from NYP, hmm very impressive.
If i'm not mistaken, it's already been a week we contacted each other. I love talking to him, he's smart, fun, hilarious kinda guy. He's way much more different than the other guys i've met. But most of all, he often brightens up ma day. He always does. Till' one day, he confessed to me that he's interested in me. He finds me quite fun and interesting. I admit that i was having the same feeling for him too. Yes, i was interested in him. After i gave a second thought, the following day, at night, i advised him not to put high hopes on me. His mood changed and i realised it was ma fault. I explained to him that i'm not ready to fall inlove. I'm falling apart cause of my previous ex-boyfriend. I wouldn't wanna be repeating the same old deplorable routine over and over again. I'm not interested in having a relationship YET. And that's final. There's no way i'm gonna change it. He kept accusing me of judging him. But H***, i wasn't alright. You got me all wrong. We've been through this since last 3days! This thing is going nowhere, i'm telling you. He felt upset and thought i was toying him, using him, taking advantage of him and lastly, after i've achieve watever i wanna get from him, i throw him away like an old stock that was left alone on the shelf. How could you think i'm gonna be that atrocious towards you?! I proved him wrong but i guess words can't fully deceive him. He told me to decide what should we do now. Whether i want him to stay, or just act as if nothing had happened. If i would to tell him to just burn down this awful tragic, he will thinks that i take this as a joke. If i would to tell him to stay, he might fall for me more and he'll be having a hard time. I don't want somebody to fall for me, yet i'm not repaying him back by falling for him. This isn't the way it should be. Both parties should be falling for each other at the same time. So i want him to decide instead. He decided to stay. He convinced me that he's gonna get me. Obviously, i don't mind him staying. I would really love him to stay. I guess it's betta that way.

Unfortunately, he brought up this topic again when he called me at 2am plus this morning. I thought we already talked bout' this and it's over. He blamed me for not informing him earlier that i don't want him to put high hopes on me nor falling for me. As this wouldn't have happened. I know i shouldn't have took the plunge. Only if i could predict..

You must submit to your fate.
I acquiesce you to go.
Just go..

Shut Up and Let Me GO!

2009-05-04T10:47:00.004-04:00

Hey Monday!

Hello .. People !!
Hate today's Monday. I had ma Geography and Maths Paper2 papers today . Ma fingers were trembling with the pen's on and ma eyes just glared at the sheets. What a piece of shits is this?? I could barely help maself to focus with the hushed surroundings. Ohh wait, it's exam -.- Zima and i were exchanging answers thru the entire period of exams, especially maths yaw. Hah she even snatched ma papers away and quickly scrabbled it on her sheets. Zima.. Zima. Unbelievable. But at least i did studied and finished up a few revisions at home. Last friday, went to meet Hasan and had alil study group. I was soo clumsy till' i forgotten that the library was closed cause of Labour Day. Dumb me. So we decided to sit around the corner by the corridor on the 5th floor at civic. I've never expected the corridors to be packed with patches of school-students. They were all around the corner, patches of em'. Like whoa. We managed to find a cosy place right at the very last corner, sat down and get started with our Art first. I remembered that i have a Maths revision paper to be done a.s.a.p which unfortunately, i've forgotten. Hasan was soo.. TOO kind to help me finished up the paper. Aww.. How grateful he is. As a repayment, i helped him to touch-up his artwork. His artwork sucks man. Very fugly, no offence(: Teehee but time flies quite fast, i couldn't managed to finish up the colourings. Sorry darl.. Hee!

Hey! Your lolli is still with me! It's safe inda bag.

P/S: Thanks Hasan, for waited 2hours for me that day(:
Appreciate it alot bebeh !

the romantic

2009-05-01T11:27:00.004-04:00

Good health is something i have to appreciate and not take for granted right now.

I believe in the magic of kissing, and expect no less than to be swept off of my feet. When it comes to romancing i like everything to be perfect, and my partner should be willing to make each kiss extra special. Camera-worthy kisses are my cup of tea, and i certainly know how to be riveting!

;the Fb says(:

astrology

2009-04-29T11:01:00.003-04:00

The bottom line; Restrictions will be a help today, not a hindrance. Limits spark my creativity. In detail; Sometimes, having restrictions put on maself can be a help and not a hindrance. So today if i am feeling like my hands are tied, mustn't struggle against it. Accept the limits put upon maself, because they will spark my creativity and force maself to get even more innovative than i typically am. Necessity is the mother of invention, and i am entering a situation where i need to get things done! This will be a very productive and fulfilling period for my life.
Heedy,
It's happy shopping day today, but try not to get too carried away at that big sale or at the local flea market. There are bargains galore, and you may find yourself impulsively purchasing some kind of appliance or accessory to brighten up your bathroom.

Had ma first mid-year paper, English and perhaps i did well. Paper1 was tremendous and i believe i can roughly get a good remark. But fcuk shit, Paper2 was one of a hell! Im quite frustrated with the paper. Once i flipped and scanned thru the FIRST page, i knew ma prediction was right. Nabeh-.- bt hey at least im glad that i did well for Paper1, i hope (stoink).
Takpe la.. Heedy mesti bole nyerr!!
After taking both papers, me.. Gfs, and those hot butt guys headed off to our lepak place. Could say 'new' lepak place. Wahh.. Now we have 3 venues. Baik kapa?
Okay la.. Im talking crap here la. These are all Bullshits. You guys dont need to know bout it. Not compulsary. SEE.. There, another bullshit. Haiyoo..

fatigue

2009-04-28T11:36:00.003-04:00

Ey seriously ley.. Im effing lazy to update. All day long i kept lazing around the school. I even cabot for Art lesson. Teehee sheeshh.. ! Hah luckily Fee was there to accompany me, wait eventually it was me accompanying her. She seek from me to cabot with her as companion. We chatted, gossiping, criticizing, complaining and lots more. Half an hour gone, Chap joined us. And we did nail art within that 3periods(1 and the half hour) of Art lesson that we missed. Marvellous.

Malas benar nak update. Soo i guess i'll just continue the day after (:

embarrasing state of things

2009-04-25T10:01:00.004-04:00

Conflicts in school again? Haiyoo
Bila mau game dey?

Thursday had ma English oral examination for prelims and perhaps i did well (:
The examiner said that she loves ma accent and i read fluently. Hah it sounded like i did it purr-fectly! Im glad yaw.

Yesterday met scandal and everythang went wonderful. He seems to be missing me alot. He hugged me so tight till' i could barely hold ma last breath. "What's up with you??", i questioned. "Remember i told you, i will hug you and not letting go once we meet up.." he replied.
Lovelove story ?? Ahh bullshit, heedy.

I was rummaging thru a stack of DVDs and i chanced upon one particular disc, the movie 'Harry Potter'! ; which i used to love to watch it, like everyday after school, once i reached home . Ahahah its been awhile . Till' a few friends knew that i'm a big fanatic fan of Harry Potter, ended up me being titled as 'Hidayah-Potek'. Nabeh. It was soo embarrasing, i felt like i was being shamed,teased infront of a crowd. Fortunately, it isnt that bad like imbroglio. Alaa.. Never mind la. I know they didnt take it seriously and i'll take that as a wisecrack yaw (: Teehee

mesmerizing you away

2009-04-23T11:09:00.005-04:00

I've been aiming for this smartphone. Ohh daddy. When can i finally gets ma fingers on it? Hais. It's been quite a while waiting for this smartphone. How tempting it is. Ohh well .. I just have to wait with ma saliva downpour, sliming out, wetting ma glossy lips . Take a wide look at the specification a.k.a one of 101 reasons why im craving for it (:

Available Features

Camera (2.0 MP)
Built-in GPS
Media Player
Video Recording
BlackBerry® Maps
Wireless Email
Organizer
Browser
Phone
Corporate Data Access
SMS/MMS
Wi-Fi® support

Size and Weight

Height:
4.48 inches (114mm)

Width:
2.6 inches (66mm)

Depth:
0.59 inches (15mm)

Weight:
4.8 ounces (136 grams)

Display

Half VGA resolution 480 x 320 pixel color display
Transmissive TFT LCD
Font size (user selectable)
Backlighting
Light sensing screen
Displays over 65,000 colors

Camera & Video Recording

Camera: 2.0 MP camera (JPEG encoding) with flash, 3x digital zoom
Video Camera: Depending on the amount of built-in memory available for use, a third-party microSD card may need to be properly inserted into the BlackBerry smartphone to enable the video recording feature

Battery & Battery Life

Standby time: 13.5 days (324 hours)
Talk time: 4.5 hours
1500 mAhr removable/rechargeable cryptographic lithium cell

GPS & BlackBerry Maps

GPS capable with extended ephemeris
Preloaded with BlackBerry Maps

Goddammit. I want it!! Aaahh!! Ahahah im desperate to have it. Come to momma bebeh!
Aaahahahha!! And now finally im laughing like a hyena. -.- WTF

BoA

2009-04-19T11:09:00.000-04:00

BoA Profile

English & Korean Names: Boa Kwon, BoA Kwon, Kwon BoA, kwonboa
Also known as: Gwon Bo-a, Gwon Boa
Commonly known as: BoA
Name Pronounced As: Bo Ah Kwon, Kwon Bo AhBoA is so sweeet
Birthdate: November 5, 1986
Place of Birth: South Korea
HomeTown: Kyungkido Goorisi, South Korea
Height: 5'4" or 160 cm
Weight: 99 lbs or 45 kg
Shoe size: 23.5 cm
Blood Type: AB
Currently resides in: Korea
Languages Spoken: Korean, Japanese, English
Religion: Catholic
Hobbies: listen to music, singing, watching movies, dancing, hip-hop dancing, acting, cross stitching, making accessories for her friends, speaking Japanese & English
Horoscope: Scorpio

modern dance got GOLD for SYF !!

2009-04-18T10:27:00.002-04:00

Hey love.
I have an exciting news to spread to you guys!
Ma modern dancers got GOLD for SYF!!
Cool or what! Woohoo!
Now, we have proven the others that their prediction was all WRONG!
Dont or Never underestimate dance okay.
Dance had eventually helped you guys to uphold the Woodgrove's flag yaknow.

what's your sixth sense?

2009-04-17T11:02:00.003-04:00

You know all about the five senses: sight, touch, smell, taste and hearing.. But what's this elusive sixth sense* you sometimes hear people talk about? According to some, the sixth sense is a psychic ability or (in more down-to-earth terms) a gut feeling that helps you understand the world. Chances are you've had a run-in with your sixth sense--whether you knew it or not. So what is your sixth sense? What triggers that inner voice? Take this personality quiz and find out. *Please be advised that real psychic ability has yet to be proven--though it is fun to think about!

Kay why on earth did i suddenly bring up this topic ??
Anyway ..

Ma result on sixth sense :-

Clairaudio

Sound is ma sixth sense. I'm probably not surprised since i might be found rockin' a pair of headphones at anytime. So how does this relate to ma inner voice? A person gifted with clairaudio (clear hearing) is someone very in-tune with sounds. Often a clairaudio "hears" their inner voice or gut feeling. For example, if i were about to do something i might regret (like, hooking up with ma best friend's sweetie), i might hear a voice telling maself to watch out or reevaluate ma choice. I might also hear music at odd times or someone speaking even when no one is around (or when i dream). According to some, i might even be able to hear voices when someone is passing or has died. Now, we probably wouldn't advertise the fact that i'm hearing voices, but i have to admit, it's pretty cool..

Honestly, im so not aware of that. So i doo have sixth sense, very interesting.
;arousing a feeling of interest

as it says 'today'

2009-04-11T10:56:00.004-04:00

Today will be full of signs and affirmations that i am on the right path in life.

Doubting maself is absolutely normal -- in fact, it's healthy. When i doubt ma actions, i apply a healthy skepticism to ma decision making and help perfect it. Luckily, today, any doubts i have will be quickly erased. Today will be full of signs and affirmations that i am on the right path -- despite what other jealous people might be telling me. I am swimming with sharks now, but i am in no danger as long as i keep moving forward.

As days goes by, things around start to change. Especially, im referring to ma education. It gets harder, and harder, and even harder. Pathetic. Those ones who has been hired to teach, are also gettin' stricter. Damn strict teachers. The only subjective is ma Art. I still gotta catch up, ugh. That's the basic matter of thought. Ive done ma mind-map yet its not pasted on the blacky board. Bloody hell. Currently, im working on ma 10-12 observational drawings and ive drawn 5 ONLY. Darn it. Still have 5 more to go, at least? Im so like left behind. Ugh watever shit. Unfortunately, at the same time, i gotta rush with ma 8 development of ideas which i must have it done and submitted by monday. But hey, look on the bright side, i must at least have first 3. Yet! I havent even started one! Arrgh.. !! Now im starting to feel Art sucks ma core! Effing atrocious man. Ohh why.. Why Why??

Tryna chill here
How bad can it go wrong?
Let me sure im still on the right track.

somethang for you

2009-03-29T07:07:00.002-04:00

In the dark-blue sky you keep,
And often through my curtains peep,
For you never shut an eye,
Till the sun is in the sky.

You are bright and full of spark
Lights me up in the dark, Melodies of a guitar..
Enchanting me under the Stars.

Demi bebeh !

2009-03-22T05:34:00.002-04:00

veracity is the heart of morality

2009-03-21T07:48:00.005-04:00

Truthfulness.

The world is upheld by the veracity of good men: they make the earth wholesome. They who lived with them found life glad and nutritious. Life is sweet and tolerable only in our belief in such society.

Aryna says it would look nice to display this picture into ma blog. So i did, and i think it does (:
Thanks Aryna. Okay this picture here doesn't shows that im emo or whatever you're thinking alright. I just happened to snap it. With alil edits here and there, i think it looks fabulous. And did you know that I've lost the necklace which i was currently wearing in this picture? Darn, momma was so fcuk up. Believe me, she was boiling! Oh my.. That old lady was damn pissed off man. Okay i know its not that clear for you to notice the necklace there but let me briefly tell you how it looks like. Its a small heart-shaped pendant with a diamond in the middle of it. Guess where I've lost the necklace? In School! Hais.. All thanks to Me. I was once been warned and confiscated by ma form-teacher. A few days later, i pleaded her to give back and i promised her not to wear it during school ever again. Once she announced that she'll be away and will not teach our class for quite sometime cause of her surgery going thingy, i took the advantage of wearing it to school again despite of her absence. I was like "Hallelujah!". Cause of ma bullheaded, balky, diehard stubbornness.. I took the opportunity to wear it every single day to school! Yet finally, i lost it somewhere over the rainbow. Yea.. In school. I bet most prolly someone must have TOOK it. Ohh well.. Gotta let it go, isn't it? But still im afraid ): I might lose the other one which mom just bought it recently. To make sure its safe&sound, i wouldn't dare to wear it during school. Exception, for circumstances.

Okay, here it goes. Im Single now, yes officially single. I've broke up with Jufry. Cause of the matter yesterday. You should have read ma lastest post. Ugh sickening, very. Wait.. But still, darn it. I dont feel like im Single right now. I dont know.. I still dont feel like im free to go. I still feel ma wings are stuck in this bird's nest urging me not to go. Maybe because i haven't delete all his & our pictures together? I shall delete it sooner or later eventho they are memories. Ohh well.. So long (:

Woohoo.. !! I can finally walk again! Wait.. I do can walk. -.- I mean finally walk PROPERLY? ahahas yea there you go. After that horrible painful motor accident, i can finally stand up on ma feet again.. Properly. One week holiday was a crucial disaster for me. Damn right! Ugh this one week holiday of March is so not going to ma diary.

love & liars

2009-03-19T05:26:00.003-04:00

Why do people have to lie?
What do they gain from lying?
How could they lie to their love ones?
Are there any benefits within?
Why must they lie?
Why did you lie to me?
Why must you lie to me every single time?
Do you really love me?
Cause if im not mistaken, love birds wouldn't be fooling one another's feelings..

Louis Jordan once said;
The only people who make love all the time are liars.

If that's the case, i dont think i would want to make love nor continue this love relationship. GOSH this is very sickening. Whenever i have someone to share ma love with, there'll always something that's aint right. Anything would go wrong. How to live like this? Jufry i really dont know what you want. Can you speak up? Why must you lie to me..? Hellor!!
You convinced me well. And i really thought you're changing and proving me that you are becoming more diligent. Yet you've prove me wrong. Is this the way for me to trust you? It might not be only me, even any other girls would be trusting you no more. This include your Mom. Its so hard to see you in a situation that is constantly in effort trying to pursue something. I've never involve maself getting into relationship to this kinda guys. Ohh my.. No offence yaw.
I know what you would say, you would say that its just a tiny thing. It's not that important lah. Not this.. Not that.

Ahh whatever shit.

You might simply say it's aint that Important. But hello! This isnt the first kay. If it was, i dont mind at all. Get it. I gave you lots of chances in case you arent aware, young man. (haish) Tell me, what to do next?

Ugh.. Guys.

Ohh thank goodness Mel, you're attached onda 14 which is the same date as Vday.
Anyway err.. Last long? Ahaha you should know what i mean.

belated birthday's post

2009-03-12T10:17:00.005-04:00

hey sweetest thang! back on track bebeh! ill always keep saying the same thang yet no evidence to prove me that.-.- kay wth, watever. last two days, onda 10 marc, was ma Birthday!! hell yeah! everyone was wishing me and i got lotsa messages. ohh my.. cant help it. (:
so thangs Around me has been working out great except for baby. we keep quarelling all along, yet i dont know whut causes us to have conflicts. is it me or the situation itself? or either him? but it cant be neither. it must be either one. ohh well now we're okay, i think for the moment. i can predict that it will goes again in an hour time or tomorrow perhaps. gosh! please i hate arguements, very unhealthy. i love you baby. soo there were rehearsals going inda hall. there were lotsa bunch of peeps all over the place. eveyone was there to see whats happening, and.. Helven was there!! woohoo! they're gonna perform this coming saturday bebeh! HELL yeah. cant waait.. two more days from now. i admire the drummer, Louis. his cute. ahahhahs! deeya told baby bout it and he was kinda lil mad but not that serious. c'mon man.. he's just a performer. who doesnt admire a performer? tell me. even he does. furthermore, baby knows em'! they are eventually his friends. yea believe it or not. now it makes me wonder how come his hair style is like that. i mean exactly like Louis' hair last year. anyway, maybe he'll come, maybe not. see how but i want him to come!! ahahahhs!

he, Louis is on the left side.
the first guy from the left side of the peekcha.
ahahhas.. let me guess, CUTE?

what does ma birthday mean?

2009-02-21T05:17:00.005-05:00

Heedy's birthday; 10 march

You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a renowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honor is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in implementing your imagination and share it with others. You are always well dressed. Your Love, You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel like you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your relationship.

heat exhaustion

2009-02-20T00:58:00.000-05:00

im tired, exhausted, all dried-out
damn i should have updated this 2days ago.
after school on a hot lovely thursday, i went to Causeway Point
with shasha. shiet luhs! i hate the warm.. feels very uneasy.
till i gotta changed back to ma pe attire nd so did shasha.
anyway we went cwp nd there's only a plenty of peeps .
luckily, it werent many peeps. or else i could hardly breathe
especially when there's a crowd tryna walk pass thru me,
dammit i hate it soo much. sometimes i just feel like giving a huge
force, pushing em' to the side. like "GET O-F-F!"
anyway went to pierced again on ma right ear then we headed to
McDonald! ahahah was famished at the same time, tired.. kuakuakua!
okay we didnt ate much, bought for each of ourselves a fries and ice-cream.
i knoww it sounds pathetic. went to mcd just for a fries and ice-cream.. ??
you guys must prolly think of that huh? well i knew im gonna have a heavy dinner at home
so i wanna keep maself away from the what-you-called 'cholestrol foods'.
soo here some pichars.. check it out bebeh

this part here, i told shasha to snap for me this pose.
at that moment of time, there was a chinese couple sitting next to our table.
the lady was eating while the guy was mesmerizing away.
suuddenly, when shasha was bout to snap this pichar..
the guy, without any awareness, turned to his right and faced me.
he was startled at that time! his action shows like he's just been electrified.
i was laughing ma heads of.. ahahha his reaction scuks man!

dance moves

2009-02-07T07:26:00.004-05:00

back on track once again

2008-12-29T08:59:00.004-05:00

new shoes bebeh!

yoohoo!! hello ma sweet niblets!
suups bebeh? hah its been quite awhile after i posted.
misses y'all munchies!
anyway i was back from m'sia since last night
like almost few minutes to midnight.
got home.. text baby nd ugh! thank god he was still awake.
mish you shoo baby..

well ive said earlier there will be pictures right?
but err.. im lazy too upload!
ahahahh sorry been idle nowadays.
all im thinking right now is him ,
he keeps lingering in ma mind.
i totally couldn't possibly let go of him..
ugh! love you soo baby!
im glad to have you in ma life.. till we last long(:
meeting him tomorrow

swear upon

2008-12-13T08:29:00.004-05:00

why do people nowadays have difficulties on trusting someone?
its just soo hard to get people to trust us,
they'll make you swear upon God or holy book.
you want me to swear? okay fine as you said it;
you want me to prick ma finger and mingle my blood with yours and swear on the ghost of my dead aunt Tillie?
sometimes the safest thang is to trap maself in locker room
and not getting involve in any situation.
is that good enough?
that's the only way im safe from any crucial, critical situation.

online shooping

2008-12-11T10:08:00.004-05:00

Currently, cracking ma heads
choosing those fabulousaa clothes
through online shooping.
ugh! aren't they just tempting?

Vanessa Hudgens Buys Mansion in Studio City!

2008-12-10T09:19:00.002-05:00

Vanessa Hudgens has purchased quite the home for herself! Rumor has it that she splurged on a 5,200 square foot, 6 bedroom, 6.5 bath home in Studio City, California. The price tag? $2,750,000. Wowsers

The house was listed as “Spectacular old-world Tuscan, architectural manor with Moroccan influences and city light views. Custom stacked stone, pool/spa, waterfalls, cabana, bbq island, hardwood & stone floors, gourmet kitchen, Thermador appliances, windows, copper sinks, Arte de Mexico wrought iron & glass doors wine cellar.”

Co you think the next step is moving in with Zac Efron?

are you ready boots?

2008-12-10T08:43:00.003-05:00

ladies, look at those boots..
uh huh.. that's whut i'm talking bout.
aren't they lovely&vogue?
left picture: wore by Mel B
right picture: wore by Geri Halliwell
gosh, i gotta get those.
hmm maybe by shooping online, CHOP! CHOP!
hopefully i get one of those
Or prolly like that kind(;

Vanessa Hudgens Talks Fashion With Glamour

2008-12-09T11:24:00.002-05:00

courtesy Glamour

Vanessa Hudgens plays dress-up for the new issue of Glamour, on newsstands now, and gives them the dish on her style success. Unlike her High School Musical character who prefers more prim and proper clothing, the budding fashionista tells the magazine that she likes to “have fun with fashion.” The young star is already a “Christian Louboutin freak,” but promises she is not a label snob — in fact she loves more moderately priced lines like Free People. When looking to other starlets for style tips, Vanessa counts Mary-Kate Olsen, Victoria Beckham and Nicole Richie as her inspration.

Vanessa Hudgens Pulls A Prank on Zac Efron!!

2008-12-09T11:15:00.002-05:00

Actress/Singer Vanessa Hudgens currently tested her High School Musical cast member and real life boyfriend, Zac Efron, to see if he would cheat on her with another girl.

With all the nagging by her friends, Vanessa reportedly sent “a really hot friend” to chat it up with Zac, at the gym he works out at.

“He had no idea that she was a friend of Vanessa’s,” says an insider who took part in the prank. And she continued, “She chatted with Zac, but he didn’t flirt back.”

So we guess Zac passed the test!!!

An insider also added, “He only got eyes for Vanessa. And we had fun with the prank!”

Wow…it seems like Vanessa doesn’t trust her boyfriend she has had for nearly 3 years now.

scratch that

2008-12-09T08:16:00.005-05:00

first rule of the queen geek: Never let Guys get in the Way.
are you a Queen Geek? if you are, betta take ma advice.
the last time i checked, i was a loner
whose ideal night involved old sci-fi flicks and chocolate.
Queen Geek Social Club;
care to join?
(no copyright, thanks)

here's a quick update on yesterday, monday. went to gram's house at 2pm to catch Hari Raya Haji. we were the second family arrived. so quiet, ohh wait till ma other relatives arrive and there's sure gonna be deafening noises. like ive expected, four families arrived with their kids. ma prediction was right: screams, loud laughters, jokes, vulgarities. one ultimate outcry/clamor. soo, i had ma meals which were lunch&tea-time. i stuffed lotsa nourishing substance in ma stomach, damn! i ate alot. i realised that after i counted how many plates of food i ate! hmm but i wasnt that famished, i guess the food was just tempting (over the limit). inda afternoon, i accompany alfian(cousin) to his house which stated the opposite of ma gram's house. he stinks like a PIG!! no wonder.. his jeanns was covered with several patches of sheep's feces! eww! i told him to get off me, thank god he did. two of his eldest bro(boi&aree) were sleeping like pigs. so ignored them and used the comp while fian went to shower. mMm.. now he smells nice. soo we were chatting and laughing bout someone in friendster then, fian fell asleep-.- haish all alone. BUT! surprisingly, AJAI CALLED and were chatting for hours. i couldnt recognise his voice at first! finally we hang up. thanks dude for entertaining me, at least there's someone to TALK TO. its been a long time since we chatted, missing you(: hope to meet asap. soo as i was saying, after the called i woke him up to get over gram's house.
and somethang hilarious happened!
fian opened his eyes and said,"ehh ane kambing tu?"
(then he got up)
"kambing yang ader tandok tu, ehh! dier masok bilik, masok bilik!"
i was stoned,"huh?! kambing? bile maseh kambing masok umah ko! ehh sial, ko ngigau uh!"
and we stared at each other.. laughter burst out! then went back to gram's house, got cash from aunts and uncles ehehehes shiook! imagine aday getting 50bucks at most. fuyooh! life is wonderful. ahahaahh wth. bla bla bla me and fam sleptover gram's house and went back home just now at 4plus(pm) inda afternoon.

i guess thats all for today? i'll update againn tomorrow.
to that someone, you might not wanna know whut im gonna do to you..
ehem.. ehem.

another quiz

2008-12-05T12:17:00.004-05:00

Starting Time: 1:18am
Name: hidayah
Size: slim/slender
Height: 158/160cm
Where do you live: Virgin Islands
Favourite Drinks?: ice lemon tea, starfcuks(starbucks), milk tea with pearls

Have you ever ---
Been on a plane: yeap, several
Fallen asleep at school: like duhh, often
Broken someone's heart: err yess and i regretted
Fell off your chair: ahhaha twice
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: always
Saved e-mails: yeap
What is your room like: very ghurlish, walls covered with light purple
The last thing you ate: burger
Ever had chickenpox: yeap once. ahhaha everyone gets it once in their lifetime
Sore throat: duhh especially when i get sick
Broken nose: ahahaha never, but i wanna how it feels like
Do you believe in love at first sight: i do..
Like picnics: yeap(:
Who was the last person you danced with: ma lil wacky bro!
Last person made you smile: wacky bro again(:
You last yelled at: wacky bro, thrice -.-

Today did you ---
Talk to someone you like: talk,no. message, yes.
Kiss anyone: yeap
Fall sick: a month ago, november the vamber
Talk to an ex: err.. yess
Miss someone: yeap(:
Eat: definitely, hellor?
Best feeling in the world: not today
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yeap ma baby cheetah! hees
What's under your bed: luggage
Who do you really hate: i loathe NO ONE
What time is it now?: 1:32am

Random ---
Is there a person who is on your mind now: yeap and im chatting with him
Do you have any siblings: yeap only one
Do you want children: twins!(boy&ghurl)
Do you smile often: too often till peeps says im bubbly(:
Do you like your handwriting: hmm.. i think its just fine cause its italic and i love it
Are your toenails painted: aahah just now.
Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?: none. how bout couch?
What colour shirt are you wearing now: navy blue
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: watching Bolt at bugis with gfs xD
I can't wait till: i get 16, soo that i'll be free to catch those NC16 movies!
Are you a friendly person: too friendly till people take advantage of me-.-
Do you have any pets: once. sobs sobs):
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: at home
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: ahahha yeap ma momma
Do you sleep with the TV on: rarely
Have you ever crawled through a window: ehehhes i havent
Are you too forgiving?: i am, even if i said i'll never forgive
Are you closer to your mother or your father?: im daddy's ghurl(:
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: i couldnt remember.. hmm
How many people can you say you really loved?: several, especially ma gfs!
Do you eat healthy?: Hahaha i dont think so
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex?: nope
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yeap but it was long ago
If you're having a bad day, who will you most likely go to?: mel, ma BFF
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: LOUD! i never been quiet, not even for a day.Lol!

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

sleep, cry, laugh, shit and pee. i was a baby, whut do u expect me to do.

5 things on my to do list tomorrow:

wakeup early, bathe, watch fave shows, dance till exert maself and watch ma bro play his skateboard.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

moved to California with fam, get a HUGE house, a ferrari car, grant all ma family member's wish especially bro and lastly donate a few amounts to the charity.

5 of my bad habits:

make different noises with ma mouth&teeth, talk loudly, criticise people even mom ahah and being too vulnerable

5 places I lived in:

teban garden, choa chu kang, yew tee and malaysia

5 jobs I've had:

no jobs yet Lol.

Tag 8 people to do this quizz:
1)Melisya
2)Shasha
3)Jughead (lol)
4)Syady (optional)
5)Yasinn(optional)
6)Faa (why not)
7)Aisyah
8)blog-hoppers (ohh i forgot, mine is private lol)

Highlight, Ctrl + C to do quiz :D

tempting movies

2008-12-05T11:01:00.004-05:00

let's list out those movies i've catch and gotta catch;

I've catch:
House Bunny
The Coffin
Wild Child
Bolt

Gotta catch:
Quarantine
Yes Man
Twilight
Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist
Body of Lies
City of Amber

gosh, it's still a long way to go.

we've been tricked

2008-12-05T07:11:00.008-05:00

hey lovely's.
i guess, its been quite awhile i've not update. well here i am, try to shine ma blog again for ma readers. so i wanna talk bout yesterday outing, which was thursday, an outing for shaf's birthday that was actually over. its just belated one la. eventually, tofu and me had planned this several of dayys ago.
i had ma dance to attend inda morning at 9am but gotta be there at 845am. stupid mr kua, i feel like he's ma boyfriend. mel told that he always ask bout me whenever i was absent. just like the day before (wednesday), i didnt attend cause i was having cramps all over overcoming from those stretching which i haven't done quite a LONG TIME. damn i should have come before holidayys to avoid these from occuring. i seek for an early dismissal at 11am, thought of 1130am but i think the earlier the betta for em' obviously(gfs). unfortunately, i kept quiet till 1125am, mr kua said after one-final round then i'll be free. set free, i put on ma shoes and head off to the busstop, tofu called asking me where am i. bla bla bla reached home and i remembered tofu insisting me not to bathe. can you believe it? yet i did shower. sorry tofu, but im a very hygiene and clean person. i dont wanna end up stinks like a cow, obviously i wanna smell a distinctive odor. subsequently, i dressed up and she called again. in case ure not aware tofu, i could barely counted how many times you've called till me and kin reached pasir ris. no, not pasir ris. till we aboard the bus from interchange! haiyoo must learn how to be patient especially shaf the birthday ghurl lol! one of those calls, tofu told me that it was raining heavily like hell. i was like WTH?! darn it.. whut a lcuk. i was soo hyper on that time, cant wait to take those crazy rides and not forgetting the haunted house. ma friends told me that the haunted house is really creepy, it will spookes me real well. damn i wanna catch it! why?why? why must it be today? why must it rain today?? ugh!! nevermind.. it was god's will.
at last me and kin reached our destination. the weather wasn't even drizzling soo i had a 100% sure that the rain of vituperation has over. while we were on our way approaching them, they were giggling. and i really thought it was us(me&kin), Or somethang wrong with the surrounding-_-. ohh well soo tofu said she was thirsty and we head off to mac. as per normal, i'll have ice lemon tea. UNFORTUNATELY, ma prediction was wrong. all of a heap the rain started to fall, continuously. i was very disappointed and so does the others. like i once said, god's will. afterwards we had our meal. everyone had western food and i bought for maself a spaghetti with fries as side meal.
then we decided to catch a movie either Madagascar or Bolt at E!Hub, but how pathetic! it was damn full-.- and furtherore, the other available once are NC16. never the mind.. fargo/heedy/nikki/yayah is gonna reach her sweet sixteen in three months left. right.. three months feels like three YEARS. sigh. thought of going for a bowl but whut are the odds, full house. god dammit it was thursday, to be specific, it was WEEKDAYS! why are there lotsa peeps around?! so i decided to go EastPoint at Simei as i've never step ma feet there. but tofu insisted to go Tampines but i hate the environment there. furthermore, there are alot of mats. i know the place real well. along the way we had our hilarious jokes covering those boring or peace surrounding inda train. i feel like everyone was dead, only left with rotten bodies. we were really hoping that its gonna work out at EastPoint but sigh.. NO THEATER?!?! i was effing PISSED. ugh! i swear i'll never step there ever again, eventho there are sales! soo long scukers!
as i was saying.. we then head off to Bugis. and relieved phew! it turned out well. we watched the movie Bolt.
its a must must must-watch movie. its an adorable, touching and action kinda movie. we including the peeps inda theater room, were laughign our heads off.
especially the hamster scene.. reminds me of kin's hamster, oh yess her's was that FAT. too bad its already dead):
soo after the movie, we rushed to the toilet. but whut the heck.. long queue. and same goes to several toilets that we went! fully-loaded man. either kin or tofu decided to try the handicapped toilet. and we did. ohh man you sure wouldnt wanna know whut we did inda toilet ahahahah! kin was right, we should have record it.LOL! soo at 8plus we all reached home, hmm.. home sweet home. there nowhere else that i wanna go, not mentioning ma bedroom.. the ultimate palace of all..

and yess tofu. you were POUTING ahahahah yea right! i took this pic here while tofu was messaging someone. isnt it a nice posed to snap?Lol.
and ohh ma face like shiet. nevermind, dont wanna bother.(honestly i really do)

new quiz

2008-11-30T09:13:00.006-05:00

Technology

What is your wallpaper on your computer?
HSM 3, yeap im a fana of it

How many television do you have in your house?
2 but used to be 3

Are you right-handed or left handed?
right-handed but i want to be LEFT-HANDED!

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
err dead skins? whut a question man..

What is the last item you lifted?
ma bra.. lol! dont expect to believe that

Have you ever been knocked down?
i havent but i always dream that i might one day

BULLSHITOLOGY

If it were possible,would you want to know the day that you will die??
hell NO! some bullshit would, i believe

If you could change your name,what would you change it to?
ohh yess! Lynni Edrianni Stella (:

What colour would you think looks best on you?
those kind like bright apple green and pale pink? lol its ma fave color!

Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
yeap, several of times! a strain of hair, paper, cotton and lots more..

DAREOLOGY

Would you kiss a member of a same sex for $100?
duhh! goddamit, c'mon its just a kiss. i would even love too if itsa french kiss(:

Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut of for $200,000?
unless if i have an EXTRA finger, why not giving it a shot.

Would you posed naked in a magazine for $250,000?
why must it be $250,000 ONLY?? am i that cheap!!

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
hey call me hotstuff, ohh sure.. its no big deal. besides, ive done it before WITHOUT any rewards.

Would you,without fear of punishment,take a human life for $1,000,000?
never ever will i. cause there will be karma

Dumbology

What is in your left pocket?
im wearing a dress so there are no pockets

Is napoleon dynamite actually a good film?
hell yea

Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
yess i do. right.. DUMBology-.-

Do you sit or stand in the shower?
ehh kiwakk! im asking you back.. do u stand or sit while showering??

How many pairs of flip-flops did you own?
three.. those are from haivanas

Last body who texted you?
khairul, the desperado

Last person who called you?
ohh private number. if im not mistaken, its from mel

Person you hugged?
the last person was.. yasin(:

Favouritology!

Number?
42 (shock?)

Season?
whut season? ..seasoning? err the four seasons?
be specific samdol!

Colour?
ive told you right! kiwakk stm ehh?
its bright green apple color and pale pink, dear..-.-

Currentology

Missing someone?
err i guess?eheheh

Mood?
lewd. ehem.. ehem..

Listening to?
ma own heart beat

Watching?
how i crack ma head doing this survey

Worrying about?
i dont wanna fall inlove!

Wearing?
ive told you-.- Dress

Randomology

First place you went this morning?
err ma bathroom. and wanna know whut i did?

What can you not wait to do?
out from this country and go to a faraway land..

Do you smile often?
too often till people says that im bubbly, including ma form-teacher.
yea she listed it in ma report book.

Are you a friendly person?
err i need someone to judge me(:

Now that you answer all the questions,
list three other people to complete this quiz.

Okay how bout..
1)Melisya
2)Aisyah
3)any human who is willing to crack their brains out for this survey,
and one on those idiots was ME-.-

Do You Prefer Emma Roberts As a Blonde or Brunette?

2008-11-30T08:07:00.002-05:00

At the Kit Kittredge: An American Girl Premiere, Emma Roberts (you know, Julia's niece) looked chic and sophisticated with perfectly straight, sleek, deep brown hair. This is quite a rich-looking and mature color for a girl who's dabbled a little bit with blonde, but who has naturally light-brown locks. Which color do you think is more pleasing on Emma?

Source

Do You Prefer Emma Roberts As a Blonde or Brunette?

Blonde

37% (503)

Brunette

54% (737)

Undecided

9% (119)

Total votes: 1,359

on the move

2008-11-28T13:07:00.004-05:00

currently talking to dearest yasin
im effing bored, luckily he called me
thanks ma sayangg.
while talking to him, i read tofu's private blog
especially the survey.
i read it out loud to him
we were laughing along the way
it was quite hilarious lol!

let the hips going

2008-11-25T08:47:00.011-05:00

sunday
hey love. its been 3 days ever since i last posted. last sunday was a family day for me and fam whereby we spent time with each other. its been awhile. it felt great when your parents actually aren't working and be there to use the time they have to cherish with you. ohh damn i dont wanna get too emotional bout it. soo first thang we aboard the car, dad drives us to one of ma relative's house at boon lay. she just labour two to three weeks ago, if im not mistaken. her baby is soo adorable and fair! aww.. cutie-pie. damn im grunting for baby! lol dont tryna think dirty, im warning. well picture can tell how adorable and healthy the baby is. his name is Rian Rifhan. me and yasin love that name. at first he was 2.6kg and now he's 2.8kg. mom told me when i was a baby, just labour, i was LIGHTER. i was only 2.1kg! ahahah damn light man. i was soo shocked till i gave ma mom a freak face and all she did was laugh. so after a few hours at her house, we went to IMM to fill up our stomach. we were damn famished on that time, especially bro. i had ma ham&mushroom spaghetti with a cup of hot mushroom soup. ugh! i should have taken a pic of it. yum yum yummy! tummy was full. ahahhaha i could barely walk! soo then daddy wanna buy a medicine and few stuffs for grandma at watson and guardian. bought them, settled. as we were waiting for ma godmom to settle her payments, i chanced upon a shelf full of CHOCOLATES! i was tempting on that time and urged ma mom to buy for me. scuha lil kid i am, well there's a kid in me(: so as i was saying, i exerted an impelling force, pushing ma mom vigorously towards the shelf yet all she said was, "honey, you're sick and your cough is terrible. choco will just make it horrible!" and i was already like,"ohh man!can't you just buy it for me and who knows i can have them after ma recovery." yet she got furious and scolded me,"dont try to argue with me!". i was like WTH! i wasnt even arguing with YOU! ohh well mothers always right. bla bla bla got into the car and head off to grandma house. she seems to be unwell, her face looks pale. she was inda state of unsound physical. gosh i think her health is worse than mine. look on the bright side, at least i could go out despite of all those coughing and influenza. tick tok tick tok! its time to go home. the following day its a fussy day for me, mom, dad and godmom. SIGH

baby Rian! aww.. soo adorable(:

ma godmom. she caught me snapping her so she turned away. lol!

they arent aware i was taking this.shheeesh!
under grandma block(:

monday
mom, dad and godmom went to work and bro left alone at home. he was soo free and all he did was waking up at 8am and turned on his Xbox game with his junk foods all over him. while i had ma dance practice yet i didnt attend. ive entered the school suddenly, the security guard stopped ma friend, zima. its all cause of her hair. she dyed it, i mean the highlights are too bright. so she cant possibly step into the school or else she'll gets the punishment. zima pleaded me to accompany her somewhere since she was not allowed to enter the school. i agreed and mel came along with us. so all we did was just chilled outside, nowhere to go.

tuesday
went for dance from 9-12.30pm. after that me and ma friends went to marsling to accompany her by somethang. then shasha came along with me to causeway point to fill up our tummy. she was damn famished during the practice.

wednesday
which is today, i should go for ma practice yet i was soo sleepy till i could barely open ma eyes. anyway thanks dearest yasin for waking me up(: i guess it was just a waste of time ahahha! got back to sleep and woke up at 1pm. how i wish i could follow you to sentosa..

so thats it for today. soo long scukers! ahahahha just kidding(:

a lil somethang bout them

2008-11-25T08:07:00.004-05:00

i found this bio of Vanilla Sky, have you guys heard of it?
well some dont. they are the coolest&sexiest guys i've ever seen.LOL!
you will love it. so do check this out(:

Info:
Bio:
It all began in February 2002 when the four heroes of our story got together in Rome (Yes, that's Rome, Italy) with the shared dream of starting a special project. All four shared rich musical backgrounds stemming from their childhoods, along with bringing their own personal experiences from previous bands with them into this new project. Also linking them was their strong love for the new wave of Punk coming out of the United States. So in late 2002, with all four shoved into a garage in Rome, they set off in pursuit of making their dreams happen. They recorded their first demo without any outside help and created a sound whose quality spoke for itself. Shortly after shopping it around, Vanilla Sky began to play their first live shows. The five track demo entitled "Play It If You Can't Say It" sold out in less than two months, and people started to take notice...

The dream had begun, and the buzz about Vanilla Sky had been started! With so much noise surrounding these guys it wasn't long until they were noticed. The more experienced bands in the Italian Punk / Rock scene began inviting them on the road, giving them the opportunity to play throughout Italy. By now, more than just bands were taking notice - and they were approached by the emerging indie label Wynona Records (Genoa, Italy.) In January 2003 the guys signed their first record deal.

The four way split entitled "Too Loud For You" was released shortly thereafter, quickly followed by the five way split "The Rest Is History" which reached fans as far as Japan via the prominent indie label Ambience Records. (Japan?? Hello?! JAPAN! Pretty sweet for a bunch of guys from Rome!) Suddenly, the buzz wasn't just in Italy anymore. It was all across Europe, Japan, and even some of those American kids were joining in, just a little. Vanilla Sky was on its way!

Skip to the summer of 2003. With so much work happening in the studio, the guys hadn't had many opportunities to play live shows. So, with their instruments in hand and CDs and merchandise waiting to be sold, they shoved it all into their little two door cars (as amazingly impossible as that sounds) and hit the road. They played until they bled (quite literally) and after a considerable amount of time spent away from home, felt that they were ready. Their abilities had been honed to a place they'd never been before, and with that in mind they hit the studio.

Eight weeks later, they left, and "Waiting For Something" was born. Vanilla Sky had finally made their first album. Not just a demo, or a split CD, but a full length album. With it in hand, they hit the tour circuit again, playing all across Europe over a six week period with bands like Forty Winks (Italy), and The Break (New Jersey, USA.) The buzz had exploded into a full out roar, and the first time fans witnessing them play could do nothing but rant and rave about their stage show, music, and how great the guys were in general.

It's now 2004. No longer just the small Pop Punk band from Rome, Vanilla Sky embarked on a new European Tour with The Maxeen (Sideonedummy) to support the release of their album in Europe. The tour lasted a month and a half, and shortly thereafter, they were invited by The Ataris to open their highly successful Italian Tour.

However, before the dust had even settled on these two tours, Vanilla Sky was already hitting the road again, playing all across Europe (With the wonderful addition of a van to the Vanilla Sky family, which makes driving much easier!) The sales of their first album were going positively against everyone's expectations: 13,000 CDs sold after only three months!!!

From June to September 2004 the band played at several open air festivals across Europe as an end to the summer season. They shared the stage as co-headliner with Yellowcard and Flogging Molly at the Bologna Independent Days festival, right after Coheed and Cambria ended its set.

After merely one month, the rest of the band hit the road again throughout all of Italy. This three month Italian tour, which extended itself from the high north to the far south – including the islands (Sicily and Sardinia), increased the guys' fame in their homeland. With this increase, the demand of a reissue of the band's first demo which had long been sold out grew stronger. This led to the effective reissuing of the "Play it if You Can't Say it" EP by Wynona Records in December 2004 and released throughout Italy, Europe and Japan. The EP contains the five original tracks of the demo plus three previously unreleased songs.

In January 2005, the band went on a new tour of Germany where they also performed live on national TV for the first time. At the end of the same month, one of their biggest dreams had come true: Vanilla Sky's first Japanese tour – a dream barely achieved by other Italian bands. Conscious of the rarity of a similar occurrence, the band members didn't expect such a hearty and enthusiastic welcome from other people so far away. The shows were far more crowded than expected, so much that the label promised to book another Japanese tour.

Once back in Europe, having just barely had the time to show the relatives the impressive pictures taken in Tokyo, Vanilla Sky left Italy to star as headliners at the famous "Punk is Dead"-tour 2005 in Austria. Immediately afterwards, from March to May ‘05, another European tour passing through Spain, Belgium, the Netherlands and Germany followed. For the first time the band disembarked into the European homeland of rock: Great Britain.

On May 27th, the band's first full length CD was finally released in the USA, distributed by Capitol Records. During the summer the band performed again at several festivals throughout Europe, which included the "Rock in Idro" with NOFX, Good Charlotte, The Offspring, The Hives, My Chemical Romance, and many more. The growing fame of Vanilla Sky made it possible for the guys to play as an official support band at all the concerts of the Offspring's German tour.

With more than 25,000 copies sold of the debut album, over 5,000 copies sold of the EP reissue, and after having drawn the attention of many European and international personalities in the music business, Vanilla Sky entered the studio to start recording the pre-production of the newly awaited album. In the meantime, the legendary Mark Hoppus (former Blink182 bassist and later +44 leader) noticed the band, thanks to Atticus (the company owned by Blink182 members and sponsor of the best alternative bands all around the world, Vanilla Sky included.) He greatly appreciated the fresh new, still unreleased, sound of the band's new demos and decided to interview the Roman guys live on his personal web podcast (episode #12); along with playing the demo track, Nightmare, which he fell in love with.

After almost a year spent on pre-production writing, arranging and constantly changing the songs the quartet started in early 2006 to record the final version of the album. Unfortunately though, they had a very bad episode of luck and lost of all the recorded data. This forced the band to re-record again the whole full length right, before joining the now super appreciated Punk Is Dead Tour 2006 and gaining the chance to support +44 in their Italian show.

For the first time in Italy, the band launched a video podcast, complete with video episodes uploaded twice a month, regarding band's life, recording sessions and private contents. It is know as Vanilla Sky Television.

Friendship with European and overseas bands grew and Vanilla Sky became an international phenomenon. They received several offers from the biggest companies in the music business, with the band finally signing with the major label, Universal. The major debut's album was release on June 22, 2007.

This 15 track masterpiece entitled "Changes" contains a surprise- three songs in Italian, amid the rest of the album. What's found, is a mix of energic pop punk melted with modern emo and great power pop music. The opening track and first single "Break It Out" is a fresh, catchy song to dance to. The track pushed the band in the main magazines and tv channels of the continental market (i.e.: Rock Sound cover, MTv Italy TRL chart, etc.) allowing the band to promote the record through the video shoot in Las Vegas, USA.

After just a month, the group joined one of the biggest rock festivals in Europe: The Frequency Festival in Salzburg, Austria. It was complete with three days of live music and two stages, a sold out event with 40,000 people. The Roman quartet had the pleasure to perform in front of 12,000 people and share the stage with bands of the caliber of Beatsteaks, The Ark, Tool, Jimmy Eat World, Fall Out Boy, etc.

Towards the end of the summer, Vanilla Sky decided to have some extra fun recording. In their own practice room they recorded a cover of the famous hit "Umbrella" by Rihanna. The entire tune was rearranged with punk colors and rock sounds. A video parody of the same song was shot with a very low budget and is now all over Myspace and YouTube. The song is being played by the majority of large radio stations all over Italy and Europe. Kerrang has dedicated a ring tone to the cover. On YouTube, the video is in 1st place as the most played stream in Brasil and 64th all over the world. Additionally, MTV Pulse asked for and got one week exclusive of the video, with the song joining TRL one week later.

The band keeps touring, promoting the album internationally, and headlining a successfull tour in Austria. They've been receiving live requests for Germany, Switzerland, France, Greece, Spain, Slovenia, Holland, England and Japan.

There's no other group in the European scene with such a background, experience live, and recording that Vanilla Sky has. With two more singles ready to go, Vanilly Sky is becoming the daring leader of Europan alternative music.

by Jessica Meoni for Vanilla Sky

Vincenzo Mario Cristi – Vocals, guitars
Luca Alessandrelli – Drums, vocals
Francesco Sarsano – Bass, vocals
Daniele Brian Autore – Vocals, guitar

birthday, its bash time!

2008-11-22T10:19:00.002-05:00

hello love, lovely's.
alrighty. first thang first.
happy birthday to dearest aini. happy being 15 now! best of lcuk for everyhang in the future and may god bless! Aini almighty! ALL hail, ALL HAIL!
and the same goes to ma darling hafiz, belle poised and shafiqah sweety.
Happy Advance Birthday to you guys(:
well in case if i forgotten.

saturday. was stuck, eventually i planned to go out.
i planned to spend ma time with ma godmom.
unfortunately, we BOTH fell asleep. dammit.
i woke up at 11.30am as ma alarm rang
and got up to have ma meal, which is ma breakfast
that was already been prepared. thanks momma.
godmom just got back from her massage therapy and she was
lying on the couch with the newspaper all over her.
ahahha poor thang, she must be effing exhausted.
woke her up and assisted her to the bedroom.
it must have been a tiring day for her, she went off to work early inda morning
and then she gotta proceed to her therapy.
i guess its time i give her ma own so-called therapy ahahahah!
it wouldnt be that good though(:
so yea after ma shower i took nap, i thought of just taking a snooze
but ended up waking at 7.30pm. cibai right!
damn this is all cause of ma godmom, staring at her taking the rest afforded by a suspension of voluntary bodily functions and the natural suspension, complete or partial, of consciousness
just making ma eyes having doubts whether or not i should get next to her and
accompany her through this period of sleeping.
and i made ma decision. whut an idiot i am. im blaming her man-_-
ohh well so here i am now. at 1.00am chatting with is'syah, hearing his malicious complaints bout serving his NS next year on august. ahahahahah i bet he looks ugly without his hair!
afterall those effort of keeping his hair long.. it just seems not right for him now.
yea yea im laughing ma heads off.
at the same time, im texting yasin and he update me on liverpool match with fulham.
the score board is 0-0. he said liverpool is currently having a very strong 2nd half, attacking most of the time.. but yet no goals. most proolly soon, hope so. and damn gerrard didnt play!
he was injured so he sit out from this game but luckily, without his absence..
liverpool manage to play.

ohh well till' here for now. wanna have supper!
and gotta text izwan to call me back,
OR ELSE im in trouble! big time.

forgive and forget

2008-11-21T04:25:00.002-05:00

had alittle quarrel with shasha. well its just a conflict. nothing serious bout it. thangs got settled up and its over. no hard feelings(: i cant lose a friend like you, shasha. you've always help me when im in need. honestly speaking, i do think that you're kinda alil sensitive. im sorry if it sounded harsh the way i told you. but i cant hold it back any longer, ive been wanting to tell you for a very long time. eversince we were bestfriends. its just that i couldnt bare to lose a friend, i hope you feel the same way. thats the reason why i spoke out to you and just let it out. fortunately, i was being honest. thank god, i dont have any grudges on you. anyway no matter how strong our friendship is, there will always be an angry dispute or altercation. i'll swear that i wont or i never will want to end a friendship as a result of a disagreement. its not gonna happen. and it goes to any of ma friends, girlfriends, closest ones.

the splash and the burr!

2008-11-19T09:17:00.007-05:00

damn i dont feel pleased nor delighted after the swimming today. during the swimming with mates, everythang went fine. it was normal as we joke around tryna pull each other legs, laughed our heads off like nobody business and chased off a bunch off mats-tak-menjadi from our belongings. i swore we did. they were all around our belongings and we thought i mean we scared that we might lose our belongings. and if anythang happens, we do not hesitate to put the blame on them. are they willing to take the risk? i bet not. so they went off from our territory, ahahahha wth. suddenly the weather started to rain gently and steadily in fine drops. we hurriedly ran towards the shelter, where we placed our belongings and shasha/wan/altaz and gf were there. damn how did they get there before us?ahahahh i thought they were still in the pool. from the drizzle it started to get heavily. so we were like shivering. we were fcuking hell shaking and trembling with cold. furthermore, i was sick and haven't recover yet. yasin and izwan were mad at me. err wait actually they weren't, they just adviced me not to go. ahahahha i DONT GIVE A DAMN! i know i was not supposed to go into the pool. but it actually cure ma asthma you know. so be thankful that im getting betta.
so we decided to shower and get changed. bla bla bla we sat ourselves near shasha i mean where we once placed our belongings and were startled. we just stared at the raindrops as it drips and goes drip drop drip drop in a speedway. we mesmerized ourselves, when on choa chu kang will the rain stops as we each listened to our on songs. mhmm.. it was very chilled and we couldn't stand the coldness. and ohh just so you know, i was wearing shorts with shirt. damn the shivers were worst than ma mates. ohh well gotta bear the consequences. drip.. drip.. drip.. the raindrops getting lesser and lesser, and the weather seemed no longer cloudy and dull. so chop! chop! we head off. toodles shasha,wan,altaz and girlfy. we were moving smoothly and continuously along, as if without effort or resistance, towards the shelter ahead us which leads to the exit. zima and i were gliding our slippers and scandals all the way till we reached the steep stairs. shit its a high gradient stairs, do you get the picture? we gotta get down the stairs with the pool of floods at every steps. i decided to,"zie, take off our shoes uh." and zie agreed,"ehh okay kay." she took off her ripple slipper while i took off ma havaianas scandal. damn if i know its gonna rain, i wouldn't have brought those scandals. it cant grip on slippery surface. only if i could predict. so we walked down the stairs tip-toed. it was very cooling as ma foot splashed onto the particles of water in the flood. splish! splash! ahahaha burrr! its been a long time since i played the rain, i mean get wet under the rain. just like old times.. hmm. by the time we were below i mean after running down the stairs, zima and i put on our shoes and rushed with mel and chapeeka towards the bus stop across the road. we reached the bus stop and quickly took out our purse as we let the towels dry by the side.
ohh! bus is here! we aboard the bus and i just stand by the railing while zima,mel and chapeeka took a seat for themselves. mine was just few stops away. so i directed them where to alight and get a train from the station. ahahha of course they know where to take the train. hugs&kisses to them and i alighted. reached home, threw ma bag on the bed, took off ma cap.. then goes bom! on the bed. so exhausted man.. ma shoulders are killing me after hanging the disastrous bag. i need a MASSAGE bebeh. ma ass-smacking babe is away so eventually she cant give me the service. anyone? anyboody willing to give me the goddamn massage?
as i was lying deadly on the bed, i decided to message syady. we were messaging half-way through and he stopped replying. so i message him and asked why is he soo quiet. unfortunately! his reply wasn't what i expected. he was harsh! he sounded ungentle and unpleasant. so i thought i did somethang wrong, somethang badly towards him. as i scrolled down, he was actually joking. he said he was away having his food. but what so ever.. i still like ugh! i feel hurt sia! i know its just a joked. i know he was tryna provoke laughter. its just that.. i easily get hurt. so Guys out there, hear this.. IM VULNERABLE, very. so i pretend that nothing happened by ignoring his next message, till the third message. serve you right bebeh! ahahahah
but why am i doing this? i mean why am i being too sensitive towards him? he was just joking right? i shouldn't be harsh on him too. am i too jarring to the eye? i am?..hmm.

afflicted with ill health

2008-11-17T06:24:00.002-05:00

hey lovely's. im now stucked at home sick. damn its very sickening, ahah thats why its called sick huh. its 11:01pm yet i still cant sleep. what should i do then? eat? watch television? call up someone? nahh, just messaging with syady now. i know he can comfort me. im relying on u, syady.
sya sayangg told me to take ma medicine but i insisted, yet she still persisted me. i told her that i will but somehow actually.. ahahahhah i did not. sorry dearest sya): its just that i always have a bad impression on medicines. i think low of them, to me they're just useless. its not worth it spending your cash for it when you actually ended up not recovering at all. not only mention recovering, nor will you see any difference in your state. im sure enough some of you might disagree with me but hey, that's ma point off view man.
okay now im piss off. i have this feeling that im still someone's, like someone's girlfriend. i cant feel the freed that i should probably be having now. its very disturbing. im feeling damn paranoid since yesterday, the break up. i believe ma sickness itsa curse. yet everyone disagree even him*. he said its just a coincidence, dont think too much. unfortunately, i do find it weird. after the end of relationship, i started to cough. coughing and coughing continuously. ma throat gets swollen afterwards. what's more? the moment i woke up, i could barely feel ma throat nor talk! it felt horrible.
what i need now is just a hug, someone's hug. just like the cartoon characters did in Care Bears. i know sya cant be here for me to give me the godd damn hug i need. but she said someone could. someone i know.. someone quite close to her. she's sure enough he is the one i've been waiting. the one who can keep me warm, console me, give the comfort i need, the hug of a very best bloke. is it true? is she telling me the truth that he is the one? can i really rely on him? i need the right answer and evidence to prove that HE'S THE ONE..

apart of me gone

2008-11-14T10:57:00.006-05:00

a loss of a friend hurts
the loss of a best friend hurts more,
but it is never a true loss;
everyday i will see something that reminds me of her
this will bring a memory;
a memory of the times we spent together
followed by another;
a memory of how we went our seperate ways
she will always be in my mind;
she never really leave me.

eventhough sya is away for a month
yet it feels like gone forever.
why am i soo obsess?
her left affected me by unhappiness
im too mesmerize
sorrow.. mournful
its scuha deplorably bad feeling.
damn its already the third day since she left me.

i was attached on the 10 of november the vamber
and today which is 16 of november im back to usual, single.
"single is the bestest status ever", that is whut everyone has to say.
the way i confess to him was horrible eventho shasha was helping out
it was the worst line ever!
If the relationship has already ended, he gotta accept it and move on.
so i guess i just hope the best of lcuk for him
for everythang he do in life.
goodbye ma sweetheart yasin..
till here.

i'm yours

2008-11-13T07:41:00.006-05:00

hello love..
ma profile has always been listed as attached,
yet all this awhile i wasn't.
get me?ahahha meaning i am now.
hell yea im attached, damn i am.
i really am huh.. gosh i couldnt believe it.
it seems deceiving to me.
why do i sound unhappy?
nonoo i am happy.
now,
i can feel again the profoundly tender,
passionate affection for someone.
its been a long time since ive felt that way
it feels very nice.

there's someone to embrace and kiss me
and im needing the love and affection.
love up, to hug and cuddle
that's what ive been waiting for.
im infused with,
feeling deep affection and passion towards him.
sexual passion.
sexual intercourse.
a love affair.
a strong predilection or enthusiasm.
i hope there is no love lost between us.
omg.im totally in love!
shawty, i'm all yours

TONI&GUY

2008-11-11T01:04:00.003-05:00

hey lovely's.
err.. kinda idle to update
so i'll just show you few photos taken by me and sya
at TONI&GUY.

ohh well pictures tell(:
toodles!

out on weds and friday

2008-11-09T04:10:00.006-05:00

single, not available

2008-11-07T09:01:00.002-05:00

idle.single.not available?
ahhaha whut imma talking bout
ohh craps(:

kate nash

2008-10-28T10:59:00.003-04:00

Kate Nash Loves Covers, Is Unbearably Cute

Honestly though, whenever I listen to Nash, I legitimately feel as though, if given the chance to meet her, a dude would fall in love at first sight and become a happy couple and his life will be perfect. Sadly, however, this is how most everyone feels when listening to the innocent beauty that is Kate Nash, and I don’t think she’s down with multiple husbands. But goddamnit if one won’t hold out hope.

Besides bliss-pop, difficult break-ups, and being beautiful, Kate Nash also enjoys covers. You may have heard her cover Arctic Monkey’s “Flourescent Adolescent”, or maybe her more recent cover of Black Kids “I’m Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How to Dance with You”. And if you are lucky like me, you may have stumbled across her wonderful acoustic cover of Prince’s “Purple Rain”, which she recorded for WFNX while out at Coachella. All three are brilliant, and if you’re like me and you simply cannot get enough of Kate Nash, check out “Purple Rain” and “I’m Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How to Dance with You” below, and let go of your dream that you’ll meet her and sweep her of her feet. Not attending any competition.

MP3: Kate Nash - “Purple Rain (Prince Cover)”
MP3: Kate Nash - “I’m Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How to Dance with You (Black Kids Cover)”

settle uh??

2008-10-25T02:21:00.002-04:00

shasha slow talk with atikah kuakuakua.. sheshss

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

Free to talk ?

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

yeah .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

eu saw me in the bus right ?

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

yah .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

eu leaned forward and looked at me . right ?

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

i was on the fone .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

no , before that eu wasnt .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

eu were sitting beside the window side-

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

yah .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

senjak u go up the bus until i go down i was on the fone .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

oh . so eu saw me go up the bus luh ? means eu were looking right ? maybe eu were'nt staring , but just looking . right ?

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

yes .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

thats the thing .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

i saw .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

jyeah . it made me thought eu were staring .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

u lookked familliar .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

ohh .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

hmm-

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

at cwp , eu looked at me & wan too kan ?

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

where ?

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

basement .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

i with my family that one eyh ?

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

i think so .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

yah .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

i looked at u than i remembered ur izhwan's girl .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

yeahs , but eu were kinda looking at us for too long . and i thought eu were staring eu know-

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

ohh .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

i looked kinda long .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

yeap .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

keh , pat frenster , i only asked eu a qn . which is whye were eu staring at me . so whye must eu and eur fren critisize izhwan ?

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

kay .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

u see eyh .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

my frens are kinda fana .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

i didnt even ask them to be involved .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

dorang fana , then they said IM fana ?

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

wahsey .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

pakai otak ke taq ehhs dorang ?

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

thats the thing .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

it was supposed to be btwn me and u .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

tapi drng sumhow wanna help but in a diff manner ,

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

i can see that . hais . but eu also went with the flow with them . eu replied Zan and agreed to whatever he said .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

do eu that hurts me ?

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

do eu know *

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

and izhwan taq bersalah . korang panggel der premature and gayboy . haisss

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

kay fine .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

maybe we went too far .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

yeah .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

kay fine .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

now ur fren .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

asl smpi jolok2 tu sume klua .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

if she donno me don say fucked up things .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

then do eu know me and izhwan ? whye must eur fren say im pmpn murahan etc ? its the same thing atikah .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

eu hurt us , my frends will hurt eu .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

eu aplogise , we will apologise .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

i know izhwan not u .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

yeah , i know eu know hym . but not as well as i do .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

kay .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

but do eu have prove he is GAY & PREMATURE ?

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

itu drng yg start .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

then since u kutok us i went with the flow .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

nonono- eu started it ferst .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

eu replied eur fren .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

i SAW the comment .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

thats when i started .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

okay .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

okay aje ?

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

eu still wonte admit its eur fault ?

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

kay fine .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

i maybe i started it .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

then now what .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

-.-'' im sorry to say this but , donte eu use eur brain ? after a mistake , eu shud apologise ? -.-

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

hahhaa .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

okay .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

i will say sorry but dont go arnd telling ur friends aku mintak paisey .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

okay ?

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

hahah . whye ?

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

malu ehhs ? keh lah i understand . i wonte tell them .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

not malu uh .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

but its not true kan ?

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

what is not true ?

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

...

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

me mintak paisey .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

i donte understand . means eu donte really wanna mintaq paiseh ?

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

wait i dont undrstnd what im typing .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

hahaha .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

kay i mintak paisey but what i meant was , dont go arnd boasting that u won .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

i won ? lol-

this is not about winning gerl . this is about what eu said abt me and izhwan . i donte care of winning .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

okay .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

than thats good .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

ohya . im sorry .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

kehs .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

sincere ?

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

yes .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

than u dont wanna say sorry ?

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

yeah i do-

sorry for misunderstanding between staring and looking

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

nemind .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

keh ..

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

eu wanna stay as frends , or strangers ?

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

friends ofcoz .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

oke .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

but i wanna tell eu that i'll never forgive eur bf and Zan oke ?

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

im just friends with eu .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

okay .

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

and yeah i'll never forgive ur fren .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

yeahh .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

eur in sec2 right ?

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

areTEAcar ^_^ says:

yeaps .

` 我爱你 | иυяlyаиа аlyѕѕна ♥ says:

oke .

sorry uh babe. shasha just wanna you to admit!
shasha never entertain you, atikah.
if you're not aware, you've not been forgiven!
ahahahha!

arses

2008-10-24T09:20:00.003-04:00

i say.. i'll forgive

2008-10-24T08:16:00.006-04:00

hey lovely's.
afta seeing the previous post
i suspect she realise far enough.
im not sure whether its that good enough.
she felt guilty, and said yess she realised.
ma anger towards them both are balance
as for you; it isnt the first
and for the other her; she said "Well im NOT gonna kneel down tuh ask fer forgiveness...
Eventhough its my fault"
so why should i be wasting ma time to forgive you if one day you might plead.
itsa strong decision there's aint a space for your forgiveness. get that clear.
you said you cante tolerate with this kinda stuffs then i'll say
I WONTE TOLERATE WITH IMMATURE ONES,
more specific, i wouldn't be soo dumb to be wasting time
to hear.. Or concern.. Or give a dammn fcuk of your forgiveness.
cause you wonte be sincere. so why should i?
she plead and ask if she would to apologise, would she be forgiven?
and i said.. i'll forgive, fiah.
not for halimah, not even if i persist to.

my dear lovely shasha who's boyfriend has been faraway
has a critical problem occuring her nemesis.
this wide lips named atikah somehow not happy bout shasha.
gosh she was the one who started the fire yet blaming it on shasha.
atikah stared shasha like one hell of a biatch.
shasha was unhappy and get fcuktup.
but this 14year old ghurl must have been afraid and seek for help from
her boyfriend &a guy friend.cowards!!
they called shasha's boify a gayboy!
motherfcuka! scuha satan!
so i went to help shasha and post this comment at
shasha frenster so that that lady could read it.
her's was private so i couldnt get in.
here's whut i type.

"areTEAcar & haiREE??
name macam satu macam nyer sial.kiwak serious sak
mak bapak dier tak pandai kasi name eh SHA??
tu macam nyer name uh aru macam taik!
sajak la tu due2 matahir kan..
satu macam puki aka areTEAcar
lagi satu konek aka haiREE.

ehh si betine areTEAcar tu asl mulot dier lebar uhh?? nie mesti mulot dier bynk kene jolok ngn haiREE nyer konek kan.
ehh TAK LA! my apology, salah2.
mulot agaknye kene jolok ngn mcm2 jantan kot!
WOO!confirm sedap nyer.enak dong!
kecik2 aru umor 14 dah kene KONEK ngn beribu jantan.
ehh nie one in a million tau dengar berita mcm nie.

ehh ya ako lupe. muke dier asal mcm
toilet bowl belom sental uh??
ade hati nak kate muke seribu lawa
padahal seribu tahun dier lom sental eh"

lets just wait whut she has to say wuahahahah!

arses

2008-10-23T08:48:00.005-04:00

these are the sluts&bitches.
ahahaha wonderful arent we?
there are more of us but they werent around
so this is just we three.
our attitude is like arses
and we are well-known for jackasses!!

i rename you 'betine'

2008-10-19T11:38:00.005-04:00

correction. we didn't fought
and like duhh im referring to you biatch.
it was meant for you my sweet lil roten pie!
thank goodness i didn't intend to put your name.
you kind of peeps donte know how to appreciate huh.
if you're really wanna me to EXPOSE yourself then fine
it's ma pleasure. im very honor to.
the shorty as i was referring to is FIAH Cyrus
who thinks she IS SOO Miley Cyrus.
and will go like "hey that's me"(wth -_-)
miley isn't short and have hidung penyek.
and the immature one is HALIMAH. done.
im sOOo glad to announce that.

haish even after i posted that you didn't have the guts
to confront me for forgiveness.
you're not a human being
let me elaborate you whut exactly is a HUMAN BEING.
They would realise their mistakes after they had done a sin
towards others.
They will approached, confront them for forgiveness
to eliminate their sins.
WHILE for animals, they donte know how to seek forgiveness
after ended up with a fight; they donte even shake hands.
but whut the hell do you two people do huh?!
could you please verify??
that's the reason why you've been rename 'betine'.
i wouldn't call you that w/o any reasons.(i have always been using sense)
guna otak ler-_-. suay uh otak so'ot.
you can even say that you misses me???????
ey dey i aint seeking for anyone to miss me la.
TOO many people misses me more rather than you do
so i donte need you, and i wouldn't regret. get it?
i was really hoping you guys to beg and apologise
after posting that recent post.
yet ma prediction was wrong.
if you feel like seeking for forgiveness now,
i'll say IT'S TOO LATE..! not even if you kneel.

anyway if i say friends are hypocrites, it is
exactly TRUE. whoever you friends with will
backstabbed you one day. it's aint no picnic.
for example the biatch which is exactly the two of you,
well of course you realise you are huh.
and if you say i donte need friend then;
whoever in this world will need a friend as many
as they could possibly get cause no matter whut
you cante live without them.
ohh come'on, donte tell me you've never been backstabbed
before but still you have friends right.
whut can i say otak not functioning well right.
hell jyeah im right!
OMG you're not only been backstabbed right??
if im not wrong, i mean to my acknowledge..,
you've even been BASTARD and it's from GUYS.
ohh dammn that's gonna be one hell of a heartbroken.
aww poor baby. sobs sobs.

jonathan bennett

2008-10-17T10:24:00.000-04:00

Date of Birth
10 June 1981, Rossford, Ohio, USA

Birth Name
Jonathan D. Bennett

Height
6' 2" (1.88 m)

Mini Biography

After doing his first play in North Carolina in the seventh grade, Jonathan moved to Toledo, Ohio where he continued doing theatre. After being president of his high school's student council, he graduated in 1999. He attended Otterbein college where he graduated from the theater program. He then moved to to New York to pursue acting. He was discovered by an agent on a train, and was immediately signed. Six months later, he got a part on All My Children. Jonathan has since moved to Los Angeles.

Filmography:

The Dukes of Hazzard: The Beginning (2007) (TV) .... Bo Duke
Bachelor Party Vegas (2006) (V) .... Nathan
... aka Vegas Baby (Australia: DVD title) (USA: working title)
Cheaper by the Dozen 2 (2005) .... Bud McNulty
"Veronica Mars" .... Casey Gant (2 episodes, 2004-2005)
- A Trip to the Dentist (2005) TV episode .... Casey Gant
- Drinking the Kool-Aid (2004) TV episode .... Casey Gant
"Smallville" .... Kevin Grady (1 episode, 2005)
... aka Smallville Beginnings (USA: rerun title)
... aka Smallville: Superman the Early Years (UK: promotional title)
- Blank (2005) TV episode .... Kevin Grady
Lovewrecked (2005) .... Ryan Howell
1/4life (2005) (TV) .... Shane
Mean Girls (2004) .... Aaron Samuels

Vicky Cristina Barcelona

2008-10-15T09:08:00.001-04:00

Vicky and Cristina, two young American girls, go to spend the summer in Barcelona. Vicky (Rebecca Hall) is straight-laced and about to be married. Cristina (Scarlett Johansson) is a free-spirit and very sexually adventurous.
They meet a flamboyant, Spanish artist (Javier Bardem) and his beautiful but insane ex-wife (Penelope Cruz). They all become involved in romantic adventures that are either hilarious or harrowing, depending on your point of view. Barcelona is seen as a very beautiful, romantic city like New York was in the movie, MANHATTAN.

Director:
Woody Allen

Cast:
Javier Bardem
Patricia Clarkson
Penelope Cruz
Kevin Dunn

hypocrites

2008-10-10T05:06:00.003-04:00

why do those people you trust so deeply ended up attacking you from behind?
what wrong exactly have we done?
its just so pathetic, cruel.

friends are hypocrites. i'll not be forgiving you till
you decided to confront me.
there's no time for you to be ready.
if you realize it was your mistake, you betta
get on your knees.

for you shorty, this isn't the first
and you immature one, you care more
bout yourself and those you prefer.
you're bias!

not so fast, janice!

2008-10-03T01:34:00.003-04:00

hey lovely's!
last two dayys went out with fam to celebrate Hari Raya!!
woohoo!! i know it just a lil too late to post this. pfft!
anyway so yea we visited house to house till it's midnight.
OMG i have papers the day after(thursday), toodles people.
too bad it was schooling moreover, im having ma eoy papers
darn i havent get ma hands on revisions!!
so yea the paper was slightly okay.. err i think im lying
definitely i am.

so yesterday night which suppose to be thursday night i watched three
of my all-time-fave-must-watch shows.
which is ; at 10pm ugly betty
at 11pm project runaway
at 12pm janice dickinson modeling agency.
i wanna talk more bout 12midnight show. hmm
Janice Dickinson may think she knows modeling, but she doesn't know Maxim.
On the night's episode of "The Janice Dickinson Modeling Agency," Dickinson argues with her business partner over the merits of a particular model, Fargo. Janice doesn't think Fargo is the type of model she wants to represent, while Peter thinks she is ready for Maxim. Turns out
Peter was right.
Maxim Online features a hot photo shoot with the aforementioned Fargo, who, as you can clearly tell by the photo, is Maxim worthy.

to my opinion, Janice Dickinson is a disgrace to all models.She is always insulting loud and down right abusive. The idea that she wants these kids perfect after all her plastic surgeries is two faced.She is far from pretty , her body is doing the sag and she would be good to just be gone.
we all, i mean for those who watched the episode, do knows that she did this for the models good.
she even said that she treated her models like carrying a burden of 40 youngsters. it shows that she really concern and id not give up in any way, right.

no matter whut we all knows whut's her motive, to aim for the best.
cause she feels she's the best.

drip drop

2008-09-30T06:34:00.004-04:00

hey lovely's.
i know. i know that i've not been updating ma blog and it's so dead.
afterall those malicious conplaints.i decided to at least give an itsy bitsy post to shuttup y'all mouth.
ahahahah i sounded unfriendly. so last two weeks i had a schoolsick. hell yeah for two weeks i weren't at school. the school sent me to nanyang poly to get experience in the course 'digital animation(3D)'. it was ma first. try to imagine away for two weeks when you actually having your exams in a week's time. gosh bad timing. but the bold guy,mr isham, persuded me to go.
i'll get to experience this new things, it's like a big opportunity for me. furthermore if, well god willing, i might get the chance to go poly, they might look up on this too. this course actually gave us grades and it actually will be printed in Olevel cert.

today was ma third paper and tomorow is a off-day as it's HARI RAYE folks!
so quick. i didn't even notice that it was already a month. i seems to like a week or just few weeks. hmm very deceiving. ohh well time flies quick& fast nowadays till you just donte realised it. snap!snap!snap! eoy and im sho ready for hols bebeh!

anyway so now im at home. well last day of fasting month and ma family are actually putting up the curtains and those leftovers. yet im here stuck infront of ma computer. ahahah thick-skin. momma always titled me that, no longer. at least i update and posted. sick of ma blogskin. thought of changing it to something more vogue. hmm.. i'll try to browse a few. toodles!

hair of the day

2008-09-11T05:26:00.006-04:00

fabulous isn't it? love it.
i adore the highlights they did to this lady, i wish i could.
no worries. i'll grant ma wish as soon as possible this upcoming holidays.
definitely maybe. so this holiday im gonna get ma hair done.
a new hair do. been jones for it.
the hairstylist whom did this hairstyle is one of the hairstylist from TONI&GUY hair salon.
have you heard of it?it's a well-known hair salon from Clapham, South London
and it's been brought all over the world. amazing.
i donte know bout it yet till aisyah came calling me told me
bout it.she was offered to be their hair model and requested two more
from her but they must experienced in dance. dance in the genre of pop.
so she got two person in mind, which is her bestfriend ain, and me.
it was scuha good opportunity for me said so aisyah.
this is the chance for me to be recognize by others, get popularity,
amaze people,
i fcuking really would love too.
but the bad news is.. i donte think i should get involve in this yet.
i know i seriously sounded foolish but come'on man i still got betta thangs to verify.
you see.. im still fifteen so why scuha hurry to get over this kind of thing.
there's always another chance in the future, when im older enough.
whut i gotta do now is just studying, that is ma duty.
studies is ma priority
why should be bother bout things that is not in ma planner.. not suppose to be in ma schedule?
you heard me babe. so if you really interested, you go for it alright with ain.(:

foto of the day

2008-09-09T10:20:00.004-04:00

Vanessa Hudgens provides the perfect arm rest for a feathered friend at the 11th annual Best Buddies gala in Miami today. The organization provides employment opportunities for people with disabilities.

Keith

2008-09-05T09:59:00.006-04:00

hey lovely's back again to update.
yesterday i was so hectic with ma websites.
i have ma friendster, myspace, livejournal.. this blog
gosh it was all in one window with several tabs.
after updating ma friendster.. livejournal.. blog..
i went to check on ma myspace then.
it seemed raw and dowdy, so i did somethang to brighten it up.
afterwards i checked on a few musics yet i chanced upon
some videos. so i just looked through it.
somehow i accidentally glanced on this video.
it is actually a movie trailer of the movie 'Keith',
i watched the trailer and it attracts me. it is amazing.
it amaze me much. guess who is the actor.. Jesse McCartney!!
i'm so gonna catch the movie. it's a must must must!
imagine this, watching with your love one especially.
it is totally going into ma diary.

Official KEITH Movie Trailer

teacher's day vids

2008-09-04T09:40:00.003-04:00

found this in yaya's blog.
i'm one of the dancers in samba.

the sec 5's crew.Jabbawockeez style.it's hot

the ugly side of me

2008-09-04T03:49:00.002-04:00

taken last holiday in june.
see that.yeap that's me.i have to admit i o look ugly ahahha.
well that's the ugliest side of me.nice?
it's like great great grandmotha photo. old photos.
it was quite raw so i did some editting to make it attractive, well alil.
that photo was taken at aisyah's crib. credits to Aisyah.
she scuha fabulous,intelligent ghurl. loved.
i was sleeping over at her house for two nights.
she wants company eventho her sis was at home,
her parents went overseas visiting her relatives in Indonesia.
ohh i would like to dwell at her house. totally.
we had great time together, love it.
ahahha how many times should i repeat that?

idle

2008-09-01T04:07:00.005-04:00

hey lovely's.it's first day of the fasting month.
hope everyone is doing well. uhh of course, it's only the first day.
you won't feel anythang yet ohh well wait till' you see several dayys past.
you'll started to feel hunger incorporated blubber.
ohh yess you'll see.gosh! i sounded evil, donte i?
here i am slacking at home with ma fingers on the keyboard and
ma eyes on the television. hah 2 in 1. greedy huh.
i'm enjoying ma one week holiday before facing ma biggest nightmare, EOY!!
i can already feel the butterflies in ma stomach with the terror of fright.
ahhaha one hell of a drama. so this one week holiday i would prolly be doing are..
buka puase with ma troupe, having extra classes and ohh not forgetting ma two dayys training.
OMG isn't it betta not to have any hols at all -_-
last weekends i was slacking at home and decided to check some cool movies.
as i was rummaging through a stacked of dvds, i came upon two horror, an obscene and lastly action&thrilling movies. pretty awesome huh. everyone was out so whut do you expect me be doing?
two horror movies: THR13EN GHOST & Final Destination 2
obscene:BIRTHDAY GIRL
action&thrilling:TRANSFORMERS
ive watched transformers at the cinema but im not getting sick of it
besides it aint a waste watching it over.same goes to final destination 2.
i was amazed with 'thr13en ghost' and 'birthdy girl'.
it gave me he fright while watching thirteen ghost which concludes to confusion.
i just realised that there were many kinds or species of ghosts.
in one second you'll see this ghost afterwards you'll see another one then another then the other.
try visualize that till' your brain pops out.no wonder it made a big hit.
i love the quote "Misery Loves Company, Terror Has Multiplied" does it spooks you?
i have lotsa phrase to verify how tremendous was the movie 'birthday girl'.
it'sa inciting lustful feelings, lewd, inecent, preoccupied with sex and sexul desire, lustful.
man.. you sure get to visualize how obscene it was.one hell of a f***.
i love those smooches ..hmm. off to buka babes.

bringing back the past is ma biggest nemesis

2008-08-16T13:44:00.003-04:00

hey lovely's.
i wish i'm in the mood.
but now.
whut i can only think of is the stubborn-ness
in a particular bloke that made me in frustration!
perhaps this conversation between ma ex and i
could verify whut i'm talking 'bout.

how sweet. he started of without any greetings -_-
here it goes.

(10:24 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	hehe
(10:24 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	where u at
(10:26 PM) yellow yellow d:	where am i?
(10:26 PM) yellow yellow d:	home..
(10:26 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	hehe
(10:26 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	ok
(10:26 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	i tot u don hav internet
(10:26 PM) yellow yellow d:	i do..
(10:26 PM) yellow yellow d:	whut makes u think that?
(10:27 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	coz u told mie a long time ago...ok..i forgot its a long tyme ago
(10:27 PM) yellow yellow d:	ape je.. bile mase..
(10:27 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	ader la
(10:27 PM) yellow yellow d:	i remember not telling u that i donte have internet
(10:27 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	biler kiter together
(10:28 PM) yellow yellow d:	no!
(10:28 PM) yellow yellow d:	salah org!
(10:28 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	u told mie u don hav lagi ader
(10:28 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	no bukan sala org
(10:28 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	its u
(10:28 PM) yellow yellow d:	no!.. i dari dulo ade
(10:29 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	den tyme kiter together i ask u to online u say u cannot sal u tkder
(10:29 PM) yellow yellow d:	ohh main2 je
(10:30 PM) yellow yellow d:	u try tanye my friends lau tak caye
(10:31 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	aper yg maen2..
(10:31 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	kire dat tyme is all a joke for u ehk
(10:32 PM) yellow yellow d:	hmm.. prolly
(10:33 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	even our relationship izzit
(10:34 PM) yellow yellow d:	no..
(10:34 PM) yellow yellow d:	actually i was lazy to get online so thats the reason why i said i donte have internet
(10:36 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	ok..would it be better if u did not lie..hehe..well dats all in the past..nothin we or i can do anithing abt it..so tata n take care..
(10:36 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	hehe
(10:36 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	i am juz curious.
(10:37 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	Y DOES UR REASON OF BREAKING UP IS SO DUMB..IZZIN DERE ANI OTHER REASON DAT U CAN TINK OF..
(10:37 PM) yellow yellow d:	infact i hardly get online so its betta if i said i donte have internet
(10:37 PM) yellow yellow d:	can u stop talking bout it
(10:37 PM) yellow yellow d:	i hate bringing back the PASSED
(10:39 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	orite..hehe..tata n take care
(10:40 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	well u made the past bitter for mie till dreamz dat i don wan is disturbing mie..
(10:40 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	tata n take care..for real diz tyme
(10:41 PM) yellow yellow d:	make that a vow
(10:43 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	its my last promise to u..whom treated mie wit no respect at all..i don knoe y till now i u..gd nite n i hope u will feel how much pain i am feeling
(10:43 PM) ...GIANT is wat:	tata n take care

i bet he wont take it as a vowed.
he'll repeat it again one day.
just like the way the earth revolves.
ugh he'll never give the bliss that i wanted!
afterwards i did'nt reply and just ignored it.
coincidence. yaya started chatting with me.
at least ma bestfriend knows how to greet me.
what a shame bloke!
i told her everythang.
well not exactly. i just copy and paste it.
here's whut she said

(11:03 PM) YAYACINTA_KECI:	wtf !..
(11:03 PM) YAYACINTA_KECI:	he lurve eu still !..
(11:03 PM) YAYACINTA_KECI:	omg!..
(11:04 PM) YAYACINTA_KECI:	dats ol ?..
(11:04 PM) yellow yellow d:	yah!
(11:04 PM) yellow yellow d:	thats the thing
(11:05 PM) yellow yellow d:	afterwards i didnt eply
(11:05 PM) yellow yellow d:	just leave it
(11:05 PM) yellow yellow d:	no wonder he wanna meet kan?
(11:05 PM) yellow yellow d:	he still wanna know why i dumb him
(11:06 PM) YAYACINTA_KECI:	tak yaa sudaa.
(11:06 PM) YAYACINTA_KECI:	just forget abt hym !..
(11:06 PM) YAYACINTA_KECI:	halili kan ader
(11:06 PM) YAYACINTA_KECI:	heees
(11:07 PM) yellow yellow d:	hees
(11:07 PM) yellow yellow d:	kuakuakua
(11:07 PM) YAYACINTA_KECI:	haaaaas
(11:07 PM) YAYACINTA_KECI:
(11:08 PM) YAYACINTA_KECI:	just forget bot dat guy darl !.. hys a waste of tyme.
(11:08 PM) YAYACINTA_KECI:	i got tu go darl !..
(11:08 PM) YAYACINTA_KECI:	lurve eu !..
(11:08 PM) yellow yellow d:	ohh okay
(11:08 PM) yellow yellow d:	toodles.
(11:08 PM) yellow yellow d:	love u

she the only darling that can understand me.
love ya hunn! smooch smooch
later. adi chatted with me and i asked him a question related to the
unexpected event(whoa.. haa)

(11:06 PM) yellow yellow d:	do u hate when ur ex talk to you bout the passed, the reason why u dumb her?
(11:07 PM) a d i:	hmmm...
(11:07 PM) a d i:	ya ...i tink..
(11:07 PM) a d i:	y?
(11:07 PM) yellow yellow d:	nothing..
(11:07 PM) a d i:	u ok tk?
(11:07 PM) a d i:	mcm gt prob je..
(11:07 PM) yellow yellow d:	hmm.. prolly.entah
(11:08 PM) a d i:	hmmm...
(11:08 PM) a d i:	a...rex aite..
(11:08 PM) a d i:	chill..
(11:09 PM) a d i:	if your ex is iritating u than tell hym...dont juz diam...
(11:09 PM) yellow yellow d:	it's useless
(11:09 PM) yellow yellow d:	peeps nowadays are stuborn
(11:09 PM) yellow yellow d:	this is like the 3rd time

(11:16 PM) a d i:	ouh...
(11:16 PM) a d i:	hmmm...
(11:16 PM) a d i:	mayb he still loves u..
(11:16 PM) yellow yellow d:	ahah.. good guess
(11:16 PM) a d i:	hahah..
(11:17 PM) a d i:	ya he still loves u ...
(11:17 PM) a d i:	haha
(11:17 PM) yellow yellow d:	ugh thats he's problem
(11:18 PM) a d i:	haha..
(11:18 PM) a d i:	wat bout u?
(11:18 PM) yellow yellow d:	me?
(11:18 PM) a d i:	do u still love hym?
(11:18 PM) yellow yellow d:	obviously no after i said that's his probs

(11:20 PM) a d i:	ouh..
(11:20 PM) a d i:	haha..
(11:20 PM) a d i:	than just ignore hym lor..
(11:20 PM) yellow yellow d:	hah i am!

thanks to this two peeps i'm back ALIVE!!
ahahahah yayah whatever!
alright now i'm gonna read ma book and perhaps get to bed
toodles love.
lovelovelovelove