Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ Saturday, May 30, 2009
read my poker face

Woohoo! It's the start of the June Holiday!! Havoc time! I have lotsa plans for this holiday and it's all playin' in ma head right now. It feels like insomnia, i just cant clear-off ma mind of it. Hah wth -.- Contain the excitement yaw.

I have nothing much to talk bout' to fill up this post. Recently, ive rejected or ignored 3guys. Sigh. I'm not sure what was ma intention for doing that towardsem'. Maybe i ain't into relationships yet. Sorry guys for not falling for you(:

Labels: takin' back ma love

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ Wednesday, May 20, 2009
i want ma 'chilly fog' weather

Today's weather was really sucks. It was freaking hot man. Neither me nor ma mates could bare with the scorching sun. Everyone started fanning themselves during lessons. Seriously, it was annoying. We might as well just get half-naked. Once i couldn't stand the heat, i started to scratch all over ma body. Especially, ma neck. Oh gosh.. Even one of the guys thought i was tryin' so hard to peel off ma skin. Ahaha how ridiculous is that.

Labels: it makes ma head spins

Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ Sunday, May 17, 2009
get together in a huddle

Nowadays, i've been facing lots of hard times with the people around me. Ma family, friends and even NEW people. Recently, i got to know a new guy and he's quite interesting. There's no need for me to elaborate how we get to know each other. Alright? He's from NYP, hmm very impressive.
If i'm not mistaken, it's already been a week we contacted each other. I love talking to him, he's smart, fun, hilarious kinda guy. He's way much more different than the other guys i've met. But most of all, he often brightens up ma day. He always does. Till' one day, he confessed to me that he's interested in me. He finds me quite fun and interesting. I admit that i was having the same feeling for him too. Yes, i was interested in him. After i gave a second thought, the following day, at night, i advised him not to put high hopes on me. His mood changed and i realised it was ma fault. I explained to him that i'm not ready to fall inlove. I'm falling apart cause of my previous ex-boyfriend. I wouldn't wanna be repeating the same old deplorable routine over and over again. I'm not interested in having a relationship YET. And that's final. There's no way i'm gonna change it. He kept accusing me of judging him. But H***, i wasn't alright. You got me all wrong. We've been through this since last 3days! This thing is going nowhere, i'm telling you. He felt upset and thought i was toying him, using him, taking advantage of him and lastly, after i've achieve watever i wanna get from him, i throw him away like an old stock that was left alone on the shelf. How could you think i'm gonna be that atrocious towards you?! I proved him wrong but i guess words can't fully deceive him. He told me to decide what should we do now. Whether i want him to stay, or just act as if nothing had happened. If i would to tell him to just burn down this awful tragic, he will thinks that i take this as a joke. If i would to tell him to stay, he might fall for me more and he'll be having a hard time. I don't want somebody to fall for me, yet i'm not repaying him back by falling for him. This isn't the way it should be. Both parties should be falling for each other at the same time. So i want him to decide instead. He decided to stay. He convinced me that he's gonna get me. Obviously, i don't mind him staying. I would really love him to stay. I guess it's betta that way.

Unfortunately, he brought up this topic again when he called me at 2am plus this morning. I thought we already talked bout' this and it's over. He blamed me for not informing him earlier that i don't want him to put high hopes on me nor falling for me. As this wouldn't have happened. I know i shouldn't have took the plunge. Only if i could predict..

You must submit to your fate.
I acquiesce you to go.
Just go..

Labels: a step further

Monday, May 04, 2009 @ Monday, May 04, 2009
Shut Up and Let Me GO!

Hey Monday!

Hello .. People !!
Hate today's Monday. I had ma Geography and Maths Paper2 papers today . Ma fingers were trembling with the pen's on and ma eyes just glared at the sheets. What a piece of shits is this?? I could barely help maself to focus with the hushed surroundings. Ohh wait, it's exam -.- Zima and i were exchanging answers thru the entire period of exams, especially maths yaw. Hah she even snatched ma papers away and quickly scrabbled it on her sheets. Zima.. Zima. Unbelievable. But at least i did studied and finished up a few revisions at home. Last friday, went to meet Hasan and had alil study group. I was soo clumsy till' i forgotten that the library was closed cause of Labour Day. Dumb me. So we decided to sit around the corner by the corridor on the 5th floor at civic. I've never expected the corridors to be packed with patches of school-students. They were all around the corner, patches of em'. Like whoa. We managed to find a cosy place right at the very last corner, sat down and get started with our Art first. I remembered that i have a Maths revision paper to be done a.s.a.p which unfortunately, i've forgotten. Hasan was soo.. TOO kind to help me finished up the paper. Aww.. How grateful he is. As a repayment, i helped him to touch-up his artwork. His artwork sucks man. Very fugly, no offence(: Teehee but time flies quite fast, i couldn't managed to finish up the colourings. Sorry darl.. Hee!

Hey! Your lolli is still with me! It's safe inda bag.

P/S: Thanks Hasan, for waited 2hours for me that day(:
Appreciate it alot bebeh !

Labels: I'll eat u up

Friday, May 01, 2009 @ Friday, May 01, 2009
the romantic

Good health is something i have to appreciate and not take for granted right now.

I believe in the magic of kissing, and expect no less than to be swept off of my feet. When it comes to romancing i like everything to be perfect, and my partner should be willing to make each kiss extra special. Camera-worthy kisses are my cup of tea, and i certainly know how to be riveting!

;the Fb says(:

Labels: kiss me