Today will be full of signs and affirmations that i am on the right path in life.

Doubting maself is absolutely normal -- in fact, it's healthy. When i doubt ma actions, i apply a healthy skepticism to ma decision making and help perfect it. Luckily, today, any doubts i have will be quickly erased. Today will be full of signs and affirmations that i am on the right path -- despite what other jealous people might be telling me. I am swimming with sharks now, but i am in no danger as long as i keep moving forward.

As days goes by, things around start to change. Especially, im referring to ma education. It gets harder, and harder, and even harder. Pathetic. Those ones who has been hired to teach, are also gettin' stricter. Damn strict teachers. The only subjective is ma Art. I still gotta catch up, ugh. That's the basic matter of thought. Ive done ma mind-map yet its not pasted on the blacky board. Bloody hell. Currently, im working on ma 10-12 observational drawings and ive drawn 5 ONLY. Darn it. Still have 5 more to go, at least? Im so like left behind. Ugh watever shit. Unfortunately, at the same time, i gotta rush with ma 8 development of ideas which i must have it done and submitted by monday. But hey, look on the bright side, i must at least have first 3. Yet! I havent even started one! Arrgh.. !! Now im starting to feel Art sucks ma core! Effing atrocious man. Ohh why.. Why Why??

Tryna chill here
How bad can it go wrong?
Let me sure im still on the right track.