Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ Sunday, March 29, 2009
In the dark-blue sky you keep, And often through my curtains peep, For you never shut an eye, Till the sun is in the sky. You are bright and full of spark Lights me up in the dark, Melodies of a guitar.. Enchanting me under the Stars. Labels: last words |
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Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ Saturday, March 21, 2009
The world is upheld by the veracity of good men: they make the earth wholesome. They who lived with them found life glad and nutritious. Life is sweet and tolerable only in our belief in such society. Aryna says it would look nice to display this picture into ma blog. So i did, and i think it does (: Thanks Aryna. Okay this picture here doesn't shows that im emo or whatever you're thinking alright. I just happened to snap it. With alil edits here and there, i think it looks fabulous. And did you know that I've lost the necklace which i was currently wearing in this picture? Darn, momma was so fcuk up. Believe me, she was boiling! Oh my.. That old lady was damn pissed off man. Okay i know its not that clear for you to notice the necklace there but let me briefly tell you how it looks like. Its a small heart-shaped pendant with a diamond in the middle of it. Guess where I've lost the necklace? In School! Hais.. All thanks to Me. I was once been warned and confiscated by ma form-teacher. A few days later, i pleaded her to give back and i promised her not to wear it during school ever again. Once she announced that she'll be away and will not teach our class for quite sometime cause of her surgery going thingy, i took the advantage of wearing it to school again despite of her absence. I was like "Hallelujah!". Cause of ma bullheaded, balky, diehard stubbornness.. I took the opportunity to wear it every single day to school! Yet finally, i lost it somewhere over the rainbow. Yea.. In school. I bet most prolly someone must have TOOK it. Ohh well.. Gotta let it go, isn't it? But still im afraid ): I might lose the other one which mom just bought it recently. To make sure its safe&sound, i wouldn't dare to wear it during school. Exception, for circumstances. Okay, here it goes. Im Single now, yes officially single. I've broke up with Jufry. Cause of the matter yesterday. You should have read ma lastest post. Ugh sickening, very. Wait.. But still, darn it. I dont feel like im Single right now. I dont know.. I still dont feel like im free to go. I still feel ma wings are stuck in this bird's nest urging me not to go. Maybe because i haven't delete all his & our pictures together? I shall delete it sooner or later eventho they are memories. Ohh well.. So long (: Woohoo.. !! I can finally walk again! Wait.. I do can walk. -.- I mean finally walk PROPERLY? ahahas yea there you go. After that horrible painful motor accident, i can finally stand up on ma feet again.. Properly. One week holiday was a crucial disaster for me. Damn right! Ugh this one week holiday of March is so not going to ma diary. Labels: truth, truthfulness |
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Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ Thursday, March 19, 2009
What do they gain from lying? How could they lie to their love ones? Are there any benefits within? Why must they lie? Why did you lie to me? Why must you lie to me every single time? Do you really love me? Cause if im not mistaken, love birds wouldn't be fooling one another's feelings.. Louis Jordan once said; The only people who make love all the time are liars. If that's the case, i dont think i would want to make love nor continue this love relationship. GOSH this is very sickening. Whenever i have someone to share ma love with, there'll always something that's aint right. Anything would go wrong. How to live like this? Jufry i really dont know what you want. Can you speak up? Why must you lie to me..? Hellor!! You convinced me well. And i really thought you're changing and proving me that you are becoming more diligent. Yet you've prove me wrong. Is this the way for me to trust you? It might not be only me, even any other girls would be trusting you no more. This include your Mom. Its so hard to see you in a situation that is constantly in effort trying to pursue something. I've never involve maself getting into relationship to this kinda guys. Ohh my.. No offence yaw. I know what you would say, you would say that its just a tiny thing. It's not that important lah. Not this.. Not that. Ahh whatever shit. You might simply say it's aint that Important. But hello! This isnt the first kay. If it was, i dont mind at all. Get it. I gave you lots of chances in case you arent aware, young man. (haish) Tell me, what to do next? Ugh.. Guys. Ohh thank goodness Mel, you're attached onda 14 which is the same date as Vday. Anyway err.. Last long? Ahaha you should know what i mean. Labels: love lies |
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Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ Thursday, March 12, 2009
so thangs Around me has been working out great except for baby. we keep quarelling all along, yet i dont know whut causes us to have conflicts. is it me or the situation itself? or either him? but it cant be neither. it must be either one. ohh well now we're okay, i think for the moment. i can predict that it will goes again in an hour time or tomorrow perhaps. gosh! please i hate arguements, very unhealthy. i love you baby. soo there were rehearsals going inda hall. there were lotsa bunch of peeps all over the place. eveyone was there to see whats happening, and.. Helven was there!! woohoo! they're gonna perform this coming saturday bebeh! HELL yeah. cant waait.. two more days from now. i admire the drummer, Louis. his cute. ahahhahs! deeya told baby bout it and he was kinda lil mad but not that serious. c'mon man.. he's just a performer. who doesnt admire a performer? tell me. even he does. furthermore, baby knows em'! they are eventually his friends. yea believe it or not. now it makes me wonder how come his hair style is like that. i mean exactly like Louis' hair last year. anyway, maybe he'll come, maybe not. see how but i want him to come!! ahahahhs! he, Louis is on the left side. the first guy from the left side of the peekcha. ahahhas.. let me guess, CUTE? |
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