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Monday, November 17, 2008 @ Monday, November 17, 2008
afflicted with ill health

hey lovely's. im now stucked at home sick. damn its very sickening, ahah thats why its called sick huh. its 11:01pm yet i still cant sleep. what should i do then? eat? watch television? call up someone? nahh, just messaging with syady now. i know he can comfort me. im relying on u, syady.
sya sayangg told me to take ma medicine but i insisted, yet she still persisted me. i told her that i will but somehow actually.. ahahahhah i did not. sorry dearest sya): its just that i always have a bad impression on medicines. i think low of them, to me they're just useless. its not worth it spending your cash for it when you actually ended up not recovering at all. not only mention recovering, nor will you see any difference in your state. im sure enough some of you might disagree with me but hey, that's ma point off view man.
okay now im piss off. i have this feeling that im still someone's, like someone's girlfriend. i cant feel the freed that i should probably be having now. its very disturbing. im feeling damn paranoid since yesterday, the break up. i believe ma sickness itsa curse. yet everyone disagree even him*. he said its just a coincidence, dont think too much. unfortunately, i do find it weird. after the end of relationship, i started to cough. coughing and coughing continuously. ma throat gets swollen afterwards. what's more? the moment i woke up, i could barely feel ma throat nor talk! it felt horrible.
what i need now is just a hug, someone's hug. just like the cartoon characters did in Care Bears. i know sya cant be here for me to give me the godd damn hug i need. but she said someone could. someone i know.. someone quite close to her. she's sure enough he is the one i've been waiting. the one who can keep me warm, console me, give the comfort i need, the hug of a very best bloke. is it true? is she telling me the truth that he is the one? can i really rely on him? i need the right answer and evidence to prove that HE'S THE ONE..

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