Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @ Wednesday, June 25, 2008
always by your side, darling

kiss jelly rolls.
hug elmo till death do we part,
smile until it aches,
read potter till it gets giddy,
shine through the falling rain,
but never ever forget
meatball soup.

i'm craving for meatball soup right now.
i know it's weird and it's alittle past nine-thirty now, but i'm desperate.
solution to stop ma desperateNESS, i shall start with today's review.
today after school as usual going back home straight
with halimah,harith and fiah, as along the way never did stop our crapness.
harith is still new to us yet it surprised me that he's joining the club i could say.
i prefer he's concept than any other guys have, he's a smart and typical young dude
perhaps i should call him guy instead of a 'dude'
that's more like it ahaha
he doesn't look like a 'dude', those kind of for e.g skater,rapper..
he's he's he's gentleman just like a complete bloke, exactly.
hopefully he's doing pretty well to get he's wish granted.

here's the bigger problem
fiah and i couldn't accept the fact that fir and halimah
has just broke up last holiday.
we didn't expect it to happen.it's unfair to halimah.
it was her birthday last holiday, on june.yet is this whut she get for her gift?
it's just making her not so gifted AFTERALL!
whut were fir thinking man?
he said it was cause of he's mom.why do you easily get influence by your mom nasty words?
poor thing, halimah.she was a nice decent sweet loving girlfriend i've ever met.
nahh it's okay dear, perhaps there's betta guy out there ..way betta
and it's true you've found yet it's still a question if he's THE ONE, lad.
fiah really misses fir being with us ..together with you, all together.me too.
infact, where will all those craps and arses that now happen not to be heard anymore?
i'm soo speechless when fiah asked me bout the break-ups and out of nowhere guy
yet i have to brave enough to answer her, she's like a sister whereby i'll always comfort her whenever she's upset, yet now i have to confront her clearly.it's hard.she really misses him.
till she couldn't concentrate during ss lesson.
firstly it was hafiz, well that was ma wrong move.. then losing of shah, onwards ..it's fir.it's the end. we were all six ..left out the three ghurls still climbing on the mountains to grant their wishes without the memorial guys.
fiah miss it.i'm missing it too.halimah's calling for help despite of her pain.
we misses everything!where's the past? we need to re-renovate it allover again!
halimah keeps having regrets in her life, between family&love relationship..
she had enough.i feel sympathy towards her so i called her when we reached home
and ohh thanks again dear for the hair bands for me,fiah and yourself.
i tried to release her pain yet she cried hearing it.just making it worst.she gotta let go all of it.

hope she's doing great right now.
tomorrow morning i'm gonna meet he up and we'll go to school together
and i'm gonna gotta make her feel spectacular and fabulous than ever(:
xoxo

&yes,we are God's children.