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Sunday, June 29, 2008 @ Sunday, June 29, 2008
i'm having hardships nowadays with ma homework, lessons, dance ..it's hectic! i guess i just have to cope it maself.
especially ma studies, i donte wanna failed anymore. i failed ma mid-year for the first time of my entire life in secondary! it's very ..urgh i donte know whut else to say, out of words, speechless. get that?so now all i have to do is just coping up, yes that's it. i donte wanna end up failing ma end-of-year next that cante be happen, i'll ensure. everythang that's unsolve is stucking up in ma head right now just tryna let it go, release it. i cante possibly do that since i haven't find a solution. well i just simply couldn't figure it out. alright alright gotta finish up all ma assignment and that i'm off to do anythang. it's interesting when you can't predict life as which will obviously be boring if you knows what going to happen next.. |
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Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ Saturday, June 28, 2008
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed, This world you must've crossed... you said... You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah, You said You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah, Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across An open field, When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry When they see you You said... You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah, You said You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah, She said I think I'll go to California... I think I'll start a new life, I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name, I'll get out of Singapore, I'm tired of the weather, I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to America... I think I'll go to California, I think that I'm just tired I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind... I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset, I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah, California... where no one knows my name... yeah Where no one knows my name... Where no one knows my name... Yeah California... Where no one knows my name. |
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @ Wednesday, June 25, 2008
hug elmo till death do we part, smile until it aches, read potter till it gets giddy, shine through the falling rain, but never ever forget meatball soup. i'm craving for meatball soup right now. i know it's weird and it's alittle past nine-thirty now, but i'm desperate. solution to stop ma desperateNESS, i shall start with today's review. today after school as usual going back home straight with halimah,harith and fiah, as along the way never did stop our crapness. harith is still new to us yet it surprised me that he's joining the club i could say. i prefer he's concept than any other guys have, he's a smart and typical young dude perhaps i should call him guy instead of a 'dude' that's more like it ahaha he doesn't look like a 'dude', those kind of for e.g skater,rapper.. he's he's he's gentleman just like a complete bloke, exactly. hopefully he's doing pretty well to get he's wish granted. here's the bigger problem fiah and i couldn't accept the fact that fir and halimah has just broke up last holiday. we didn't expect it to happen.it's unfair to halimah. it was her birthday last holiday, on june.yet is this whut she get for her gift? it's just making her not so gifted AFTERALL! whut were fir thinking man? he said it was cause of he's mom.why do you easily get influence by your mom nasty words? poor thing, halimah.she was a nice decent sweet loving girlfriend i've ever met. nahh it's okay dear, perhaps there's betta guy out there ..way betta and it's true you've found yet it's still a question if he's THE ONE, lad. fiah really misses fir being with us ..together with you, all together.me too. infact, where will all those craps and arses that now happen not to be heard anymore? i'm soo speechless when fiah asked me bout the break-ups and out of nowhere guy yet i have to brave enough to answer her, she's like a sister whereby i'll always comfort her whenever she's upset, yet now i have to confront her clearly.it's hard.she really misses him. till she couldn't concentrate during ss lesson. firstly it was hafiz, well that was ma wrong move.. then losing of shah, onwards ..it's fir.it's the end. we were all six ..left out the three ghurls still climbing on the mountains to grant their wishes without the memorial guys. fiah miss it.i'm missing it too.halimah's calling for help despite of her pain. we misses everything!where's the past? we need to re-renovate it allover again! halimah keeps having regrets in her life, between family&love relationship.. she had enough.i feel sympathy towards her so i called her when we reached home and ohh thanks again dear for the hair bands for me,fiah and yourself. i tried to release her pain yet she cried hearing it.just making it worst.she gotta let go all of it. hope she's doing great right now. tomorrow morning i'm gonna meet he up and we'll go to school together and i'm gonna gotta make her feel spectacular and fabulous than ever(: xoxo &yes,we are God's children. |
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ Tuesday, June 17, 2008
as you can see i have three fcuktup words on ma title it shows that i'm upset this dayys no, only today.soon i hope i'll be okay firstly mom called me in the morning to wake me up as i have ma dance practice to catch up on for a NDP thingy. vice-chair told me that i was selected, it's compulsory for me to attend. i'm soo darn lazy, you know that it starts at 1030am, but what the hell i couldn't even possibly get ma foot on. i ignored mom.went back to sleep with aching legs & muscles. that's the second reason i can't get up. vice-chair called me whether i'm going, yet i said can't so i talked to ms farrah and she said "if u can't make it, that's it i'll replace u with someone else." this is ridiculous;i live far away from woodlands and the time i'll be getting there will be after practice end.so it's betta if i don't go, right? futhermore, in case she's not aware i didn't get any consentform telling me that i have extra dance practice on the final week for holidays. whereby she thought i got it but i'm just messing around with her. i'm soo piss bout that! how could she possibly do that, i know i didn't attend for the five dayys of dance prac for the speech day i know i was wrong ohh well heck care! i don't think i'll lose anythang for doing that or not attending the NDP godamn thingy. now i would like to release ma anger so i'll be meeting ma gf on wednesday as she's gonna sleepover!yay! hopefully we gotta wake up the next morning with a breezy newly weather to shine us before going for a jog, nice we'll have breakfast together and ohh craps allday!wicked i myself, even gf couldn't live without either dirty or clean craps! ohh well so i'm just expecting and looking forward on wednesday till then, wednesday woohoo  the people and school have their own priorities, i'm on ma own today. it says 233pm
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008 @ Wednesday, June 11, 2008
i'm at ma gf's house,sya. i sleepover her house since yesterday and i'll be back home by tomorrow. bro must have been missing this pass few days including today. he actually the only member FORBIDS me to go yet too bad i've made ma decision by the way gf has been pestering me to sleepover cause seeing me often coming to her house is not very satisfied ahahahah. at first i thought of sleeping over for one night but she insisted of having another night here. so i agreed and informed ma parents.so yay!gf was delighted. ahahahha i hope she's satisfied now,hopefully. yeap having another so its gonna be three days two nights here. so far i'm having so much fun here and gets to chill out together with gf. it feels wonderful, u know having our ghurls out loud thingy together.. hmm yea. ohh well gotta go as ghurlfy wanna use it ahahah toodles! |
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Monday, June 09, 2008 @ Monday, June 09, 2008
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing (amazing x3) You make me want to take you out and let it rain (let it rain x3) I know you got a man but this is what you should say Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again You found somebody who does it better than he can no more making you cry, no more them gray skies girl we flying on the G5 G5 And I'm leavin' never lookin back again... So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man The one who's so so fly The one that keep you high have you singing all night night night Oh oh oh (repeat) man she going to be sayin' Oh oh oh oh (repeat) Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out (walk it out x3) Man I'll put my money (money) where my mouth is (mouth is x3) Cause you the baddest litte thing that I've ever seen (ever seen x3) So ima ask you one time if you got a man Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again You found somebody who does it better than he can no more making you cry, no more them gray skies girl we flying on a G5 G5 And I'm leavin' never lookin back again... So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man The one who's so so fly The one that keep you high have you singing all night night night Oh oh oh (repeat) man she going to be sayin' Oh oh oh oh (repeat) Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress Just tell him to the left left left Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress Cause we gone & we gone & we gone No stress, no stress, no stress Girl you deserve nothing but the best No stress, no stress, no stress Girl you need to tell him... That I'm leavin' never lookin back again You found somebody who does it better than he can no more making you cry, no more them gray skies girl we flying on a G5 G5 And I'm leavin' never lookin back again... So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man The one who's so so fly The one that keep you high have you singing all night night night Oh oh oh (repeat) man she going to be sayin' Oh oh oh oh (repeat) |
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Thursday, June 05, 2008 @ Thursday, June 05, 2008
went out today with gf,sya. to queensway then to town,orchard. i made arrangements with sya lastnight on place of meeting? whut time?whut should we dress?and it's all settled. i woke up late when actually i should wake up at 9.30am to get ready and head to sya's house.so i decided not to meet her at her house instead at the control station. but i insisted cause i wanted to do eyebrown threading so we just meet at that place. bla bla bla we went, had ma eyebrown done,on the way to queensway. help out sya to go shops to shops,browsing through the shops finding a perfect pair of adidas/puma shoes.we've been circling the mall for hours and kept going through the shops again and again. was exhausted by then so decided to grab some lunch at mcdonald after the hardwork. hopefully by the time we continue finding sya's betrothed shoes again, we could possibly go to wisma straight.and at last we did.sya found well a puma jacket instead of a pair of shoe. it was her lucky day that she got a discount and a number from this decent gentleman who work there and had been nice all-awhile ...hmm no wonder i find him very fishy with the way he talk. at last i got to grab on some stuffs at wisma!woohoo so bought two hotty shorts and ohh! i almost forgot,i bought this havaianas sandal been searching for it oh gosh.i bought the brown color instead of yellow,well thought of buying the yellow one actually but sya said brown looks good on me.(:  continue on the two hotty shorts,it wasn't a regret after buying it.i'm glad i grab it ahahahah. both are in different colors and design.sya had bought it earlier but she bought only one. after that we went to Forever21,it's so called ma 'all-time fave'!we went there but i didn't buy anything.sya bought a short dress and a few color bangles that should goes with the dress.she was actually not sure which bangles she should probably buy or either should she buy none instead a shade. igave her ma opinion to the bangles that she's currently holding on to cause furthermore she already had a few shades and the bangles she's holding was the last piece,so before anyone grab it,she should make the first move. unfortunately,we're out-of money,so called.decided to go home as our legs we're aching. while waiting for the train,i made a tiny joke; i said"you know whut i'm probably want to do right now?i feel like taking off ma leg,not ma shoe..and then charged it.i really mean fully charged!" she stared at me and i noticed that so i glanced at her and she was laughing out loud!i couldn't bare it, and i laughed to!we were totally laughing out heads off like nobody business ahahahah! as the train reached,we got in and toodles now! ma Christy Miller book is calling me before going to bed(: 
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Wednesday, June 04, 2008 @ Wednesday, June 04, 2008
i'm no longer sick,thank god! now,i'm ready to try any vacation or start doing with my plans. i feel so much betta and fresh afterall those 2weeks of sick,gotta stucked at home. nowadays i've been going out with my girlfriends. somehow i went out yesterday to lot1 and last stop at syah's house. i miss her so much!when i met her yesterday,it was a total horrified unexpected event. she told me she's attached!maybe you guys think it's nothing but,it was a surprised for me and so is inia.we both get so surprise till we kept pulling her arms and started to scared her with"how did this happened?this is so unbelievable!" seriously i cante believe it,i never expect it.you see,it's hard to see her attach nowadays since her last guy,last 2years summer.Furthermore--most shocking it's my cousin she's together with!okay relax it's my so call 'far away cousin' though.well he's same age as me and in the same school as my other cousin,fiqah.they're very close cousin while i'm close to fiqah not Him,never did.i didn't know his ma cousin actuall till fiqah told me.you must be wondering how come i donte even know ma own cousin;that's why i said we're never close..far away cousin.it's a long sory,and complicated.he's good-looking though,but that doesn't even came to ma mind of having him..so impossible!oh well,all i know aimming right now is i'm keeping up with the holidays and hope does everyone to,every single person who's having their holidays going well! toodles cuddlies! |
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Uchiha Itachi; "People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true.
That's how they define "reality".
But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"?
Merely vague concepts ... their "reality" may all be a mirage.
Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?"
