lil cougar

Wednesday, January 31, 2007 @ Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Well...whoever is reading this....please be cooperative...beggin',sobs.i really can't take whatever stuffs is goin on all around and over me.HELP!!why peeps around me just couldn't get what im sayin' or talkin' bout'??come'on lah guys...wake-up!if you read my blog,im just that that girl...you know the girl is just the one who not BEING MATURED!!et me now...walau,am i gettin' clear now?!listen up guys...im just tellin' or rather told her that we aren't childish.we are just doing stuffs hanging outs like doing bizzare stuffs.she just the one sayin' to everybody like"Hey,im INNOCENT!""I've done nothing wrong...they are the one who is acting childish."while we aren't doing stuffs like that.even MICHAEL!,says so...he said,"Ya guys are facing a CHILDISH PROBLEMS like you havin' now!"he even said,"Stop being un-matured while you are matured B.V!"i was like oh my gosh!//bluek'?sobs.i even put ny display msn name sayin' that,"Im not facing a CHILDISH PROBLEMS!,I am matured B.V!"oh god....i hate 2007 even its a brand new year but its sucks.i thought its gonna be like cool enough for me but,opps!its isn't enough.furthermore,school nowadays even gettin' sucks...seriously.Is everything gettin' sucks to the core to the world to the EARTH?!?!it can be....

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@ Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Are You a Person of Integrity?
(take this self-evaluation and find out.)

I always try to do what is right,even when its costly or difficult. TRUE/FALSE

I am true to my very best self. TRUE/FALSE

I live up to the hidhest ethical standards. TRUE/FALSE

I don't compromise my values by giving in to temptation. TRUE/FALSE

I think I am/am not a person of integrity because:
YOUR INTEGRITY IS YOUR GIFT TO YOURSELF &TO THE WORLD!
Being a person of integrity means you are solid,principled,true to your very best self.It means you walk your talk by living up to your highest ethical values.It means you always try to do what's right even tough situations,and you don't let temptation compromise your values...

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007 @ Tuesday, January 30, 2007

im not really that kinda in good mood today as i'd read one of my friends blog,Alyssha's blog.she was writting bout' me and other of my friends.she's tellin' everybody at her blog that she innocent...and,askin' what we'd done to her or what she'd done to us.i dont think she knows that she's makin' people BASTARDS or either HATING her..she really gotta know that,just that Alyssha,WE DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO!!i hope u understand us...we actually pity of you and thats the reason why we still wanna be friends with you but i guess...not from the inside right through my own heart and the others too.im really if whatever im sayin' right now is botherin' you...you are askin' me and its my rights to tell you the whole thing.im being honest with you right now.its fact.i'd given you my tag to you...i hope you had read it...its just continued from here....so,what you wanna me to do right now.??i just dont even know what is it.well,i guess you do know what you should do after i've been tellin' you bout' this.from the upper to the bottom.btw,you said that you're being rebellious but may i say it now.....??you're arent being rebellious but instead being UN-courtesy.thats what i gotta say.i'll hope you're not mad cause' what im tellin' is all the FACT and i've already told you bout' that.and i know right now thinkin' 'Hey girl,please be CONSIDERATE!'....i know.well i guess that you're should change your attitude BUT not for your friends just for your own good!i'll hope you will change.i know it would take times to do that but not worries...take your time,its all yours...

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Saturday, January 20, 2007 @ Saturday, January 20, 2007

i was stuck inside my house doing nothing except my comp.its so damn bored.how i wish anybody ask me out...but somehow...i dont think so.its saturday and people working here and busying around.i think its my bad day.btw,today my hair is in good day and i dunno why.it isnt it funny that when i was home,my hair was fantastic but when im outside doing outdoors stuffs with my friends...there goes my hair!its so bizzare.i wondered.omg!...i really need a boy right next to me.but all the guys who wants me isnt who i want.i meant they arent my type.but not only that,i dont have feelings towards em'.they just cant understand me.somes cant accepted my rejection.GOD damn it!just denied it!how i wish there's really a true guy out there just waiting for me to show-up.i can feel that there is the true guy for me from the inside of me that just finding away to come out.sobs!well,who ever the guy is...i just wanna HIM to know that im just here waiting for him to ready.always...will be here....

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Thursday, January 11, 2007 @ Thursday, January 11, 2007

today i never went to school as im SICK!!
its so sickening man!!
its been 7 days till' today,and i felt really so bad.
i went to see doctor and he said that im okay right now but if im not aware
of it,it may get worst.
that was so irritating.
oh GOD!
if i knew this gonna happen,i would be prepared earlier.
this really sucks to the core to the world to the EARTH!!
wakakak!!
when im in school,they keep on saying quiet lah..
but tehni went and fuck THEM...tell me how to stop this stupid damn
cough then i can be silent as you wanna.
they are SONS oF a BITCH!!
i really fuck them off...
caouse' i couldnt stand it .
even my own family didnt tell me to shut up.
but thanksto my friend HIdAYaH and RAcheal;
they indeed concern bout' me.
but RAcheal got problem but still she never forget bout' her friend
they both are my girlfriends* as in my bestfriends
RAcheal actually have some problems with a guy
but i couldnt tell you what is it...
as she's told me not to.
im pity of her and so is she of me.....
i wish i could help her but i dunno how.
i did tried my best just that was just difficult for her..

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Sunday, January 07, 2007 @ Sunday, January 07, 2007

on 5th Jan'06,i decided to sleep over Racheal's house.it was so cool!on the same day i went to school to take a look for the Sec 1 Campfire Orientation thing.it was so hot with the fire burning,scorching on your face.after the campfire was about to end,me and Rach went out first to take some fresh air.it feels like a lovely night summer but actually it isnt.i'll tell you some other times.suddenly!,i remembered that it was my dad's birthday nad i haven't wish him yet.btw,i didn't saw him for the whole day!when other of my friends went out like i did...we went to hang outs.11.00pm-Racheal's mum called and told us to go home.so we did.12pm midnight sharp-we sneaked out from her house quitely to continued our hang outs.before we did,we went to 7-Eleven shop to buy some food as we were hungry.then i called yazid and he said that he's on the other block.so went there.most of them went off.it was so bored so shahryzal decided to playa game.it was called 'True or Dare'.it was awesome!when it comes to True,they will ask you a question and you have to answer it honestly.when it comes to Dare,they will tell you to do some stuffs.it may be bad or either good ones.when it was over we decided to go to Vista Point.so we did.we were sitting there talking to each other.it was bored too,i could say.i told Rach that i wanted to go home.she said that she promised me we go back before 5.00am.so we went return home at 4.50am.we did enjoyed the whole day...

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Monday, January 01, 2007 @ Monday, January 01, 2007

i should update this earlier actually;i went to town on 30th December'06 on Saturday with racheal and yazid but he came alittle bit late as he got to catch'up something.he said it was his 0'level registration.so rach and me went to town first.we reached there around..12.00+pm.first thing we did was we had our lunch.actually i wanted to buy ma school bag and so i did.its a Converse!!i am so damn like it.its just lovely for me!then,there's alot of guys around us,they were handsome,charming and rach was melted.haha!after i bought ma Converse bag,racheal tell me to quickly go to the escalator as there were boys.so i followed her.suddenly one of the guys was actually ma cousin.but im not that sure whether he was ma cousin so i went to confirm by peeping on him slowly,quietly.but im still not sure as something is blocking him.but if i went closer,he would saw me so i rather don't.rach then called me,i looked behind and she come'on,i wanna take out ma money.when i turn around,ma cousin was gone.so we went and took out rach money but there's something wrong with the machine but i dunno what it is.luckily,she could took out the money.racheal bought her dad a CD,which have all the rock songs.then around 3.00+pm,yazid came and tell us to meet at takashimaya,eventually we were there actually.so we talked2 and make joked at the same time.i decided to go to Starbucks to hang out.so we did.racheal treated us Ice Mocha,blended ones.it does taste nice with the cream on top.but blended coffee i don't think so.we actually waited for syazwan as he said he's coming at 4.00pm and i told him to be quick as i gotta go ma grandmother house at 6.00pm but gotta reached home at 5.30pm.he reached us at 5.10pm and i said another 5 minutes im going off.they accompanied me to the taxi stand.then wait for m

till the taxi came..but then yazid is such a son of the bitch.he called me sucker!well,he's fucker!...

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