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Thursday, December 28, 2006 @ Thursday, December 28, 2006
so i told her that its was a last minute happening.i told her that im sorry and she understand me.but i promise her that i will buy her presents.i asked her what she wants and she anxiously replied,"A Big Bear!".i was laughing out loud and said,"Okay,i will buy for ya.Don't worry."she hang up.walking straight to ma sofa,sitting there watching television like the same thing before i did.before the called eventually.how bout' ma bro,he was doing his stuffs messing up places.like i do care but i dont.so obviously i wasnt taking care of ma bro.let him be on his own,so do i...OMG!the phone rang again...who will it be?its AZIMAH again!she told me that i dont need to buy for her 'A Big Bear'as ma other friend,Hidayah,got her that.so she told me to buy for her our 'SCHOOL CALCULATOR'!!i was shocked but that is what she wants so gotta buy.so i hang up and got back to ma original status... |
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006 @ Tuesday, December 26, 2006
w bout' it but to stop then boringness,i'd watched a movie.ya wanna know what movie it is?? well im gonna tell ya.its HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!! and its the Original Disney Channel Movie.i've been watching over and over till ma parents got sick of me.even almost all ma friends get sick of me either.they call me a HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL freak! i don't give a damn.what can ya do if ya already get stuck to it,im sure ya can't escape and thats what i am now.so tell me,what ya gonan say??i know their lyrics,dance move and even thier script!just tell me whatever questions and im gonna answer it all.so come'on tag me with ya questions bout' HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! i've been waiting...
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Monday, December 25, 2006 @ Monday, December 25, 2006
What i wanna for CHRISTMAS!!: adidas shoe puma's bag adidas bag a white/purple gown Sony Mp3 Walkman PSP Christmas joyful recipe Zac and Vanessa together Forever! a New Novel book so now ya know what i wanna get huh?!hehe..yea that's right.this is all im asking for.cool huh?!i guess it sure is!hahaa...i know its funny bout' gettin' "Zac and Vanessa together Forever".its kinda weird to have that Christmas presents but its pretty cool to me.so do ya,i guess..... |
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Friday, December 22, 2006 @ Friday, December 22, 2006
I know this is pessimistic,but it's my view on love.Well..my view on love from a few years ago.It's not great, and the poem itself is originated by me,so...just read, and enjoy...I like it,hope ya will too. Edit:Okay..real love isn't like this,I know.But this is what a lot of teen love is like.. Check out the next post.."Love Is..."by -The Author's Itself |
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@ Friday, December 22, 2006
![]() Love is a game just meant to be played.
Love is a phrase just overly clichéd. It's dominated by cheaters, players, and rule-breakers. Where three words often said are lies spoken by fakers. Love is an emotion and hormones are the cause. Love is prefection that brings out your flaws. Young ones are swayed into believing that it's real. Soon concious of mistakes, next fear is what you feel. Love is a wish desired by so many loners. Love is a sight shown off by its owners. It's a sad pathetic world when love is only wanted, for the sake of having it, and for it to be flaunted. Love ia a drug, addictive and strong. Love is a toy. and you're strung along. The endings are painful, yet again you will start, to end with more lies and tears, and another cruelly broken heart. Love is a reason to be treated like dirt. Love is an excuse, an excuse to get hurt. |
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Thursday, December 21, 2006 @ Thursday, December 21, 2006
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Friday, December 08, 2006 @ Friday, December 08, 2006
![]() i cant believe that im gonna be gone by tomorrow.im really gonna feel ma homesick back again but this time will be the real feelin' of it.im gonna missed ya...urgh...sobs!but seriously,especially ma besty...MICHAEL!!!his ma best besty ever.im gonna missed ya, mich!i missed the chattin',messagin' and maybe even the talks;hahas...[always remembered your laughter]im gonna missed ma comp too!i told ya right that i couldnt live without ma comp....and sure i will missed it.i cant believe it that im gonna missed mich,and ma comp,FOR 4 DAYS!!!!wow...that's really bad...haiz....sobs.how i wished mich could come along and bring ma comp too!obviously,it would be potientially problematic.ya could really see the pathetic sight of hardless Nikki;Hidayah.urgh i felt awful right now....haish.well then...gonna go...couldnt stay any longer.im going to pack up.and when i come back...im going out with MICHAEL!,and i really couldnt wait for that cause'......,im meetin' ma Besty! |
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Thursday, December 07, 2006 @ Thursday, December 07, 2006
![]() oh god...im started to feel homesick right now. anybody,help me?? urgh...i feel like vomitting right infront of the computer. but i wouldnt wanna to cause' i love ma comp. i cant live without it,seriously. okay let me get this straight to the point im quite restless nowadays.. maybe cause' i've been doing alot of stories around in ma beloved black book. some of ma members said that ma stories are kinda 'novel' stories ya know... cause' its bout' life with love. as in i called it as,'Life In A Fish Bowl' and whenever i write it...i will feel chill and,but i dunno why. maybe too...i was so into it,im gettin' restless feelin' homesick... go away....im goin' on vacation and its gonna spoiled everythin' that im gonna missed and a thing im gonna regret either. okay now,STOP,STOP,STOP! Nikki,ya have to stop for awhile from doing all those stories cause' its gonna make ya havin' homesick again and again! |
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006 @ Tuesday, December 05, 2006
![]() Only one of me and nobody can get a second one from a photocopy machine. Nobody has the fingerprints i have. Nobody can cry ma tears,or laugh my laugh or have my expectancy when i wait. But anybody can mimic my dance with my dog. Anybody can howl how i can sing out of tune. And mirrors can show me up multiplied many times say,dressed up in red or dressed up in grey. Nobody can get into my clothes for me or feel my fall for me or do my running. Nobody hears my music for me,either. I am just this one. Nobody else makes the words i shape with sound when i talk. But anybody can act how i stutter in a rage. Anybody can copy echoes i make. And mirrors can show me multiplied many times,say,dressed in green or dressed up in blue. |
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