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Thursday, December 28, 2006 @ Thursday, December 28, 2006

today,i supposed to go out with ma friends to buy a present.it was actually for Azimah.her birthday was actually on 17 December.so it was called as belated birthday present.but everything was spoiled cause' of ma mum!she told me that i have to take care of ma bro as nobody is going to take care of him except me.that was so pathetic!i couldnt deny it.so i was sitting in ma living room on a sofa watching television.so bored huh,i know.OMG!ma house phone rang and its....AZIMAH!she asked me whether im coming or not.so i told her that its was a last minute happening.i told her that im sorry and she understand me.but i promise her that i will buy her presents.i asked her what she wants and she anxiously replied,"A Big Bear!".i was laughing out loud and said,"Okay,i will buy for ya.Don't worry."she hang up.walking straight to ma sofa,sitting there watching television like the same thing before i did.before the called eventually.how bout' ma bro,he was doing his stuffs messing up places.like i do care but i dont.so obviously i wasnt taking care of ma bro.let him be on his own,so do i...OMG!the phone rang again...who will it be?its AZIMAH again!she told me that i dont need to buy for her 'A Big Bear'as ma other friend,Hidayah,got her that.so she told me to buy for her our 'SCHOOL CALCULATOR'!!i was shocked but that is what she wants so gotta buy.so i hang up and got back to ma original status...

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006 @ Tuesday, December 26, 2006

today,i didnt do anything special or either fun.i was hanging outs in ma house all they long.that was what i always do.occasionally,obviously ya would say that is so damn bored and yea...i know bout' it but to stop then boringness,i'd watched a movie.ya wanna know what movie it is?? well im gonna tell ya.its HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!! and its the Original Disney Channel Movie.i've been watching over and over till ma parents got sick of me.even almost all ma friends get sick of me either.they call me a HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL freak! i don't give a damn.what can ya do if ya already get stuck to it,im sure ya can't escape and thats what i am now.so tell me,what ya gonan say??i know their lyrics,dance move and even thier script!just tell me whatever questions and im gonna answer it all.so come'on tag me with ya questions bout' HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! i've been waiting...

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Monday, December 25, 2006 @ Monday, December 25, 2006

wohoo!ya wanna know what i got for Christmas?!im sure ya curious to know...hehehe.well today i only got some of the presents only...not that alot yet.so here are the list i got;New adidas watch,a Heart bangle,Billabong wallet and clothes.but im still aiming something else....hmm.hahaa!hmmm...im thinking of not gettin' alot for Christmas but i couldnt risk it.let see what else i wanna for Christmas,hmmm......i guess i already know what i just want for Christmas more!so let me list it out,and ya guys could check it out!

What i wanna for CHRISTMAS!!:
adidas shoe
puma's bag
adidas bag
a white/purple gown
Sony Mp3 Walkman
PSP
Christmas joyful recipe
Zac and Vanessa together Forever!
a New Novel book

so now ya know what i wanna get huh?!hehe..yea that's right.this is all im asking for.cool huh?!i guess it sure is!hahaa...i know its funny bout' gettin' "Zac and Vanessa together Forever".its kinda weird to have that Christmas presents but its pretty cool to me.so do ya,i guess.....

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Friday, December 22, 2006 @ Friday, December 22, 2006
Author's Comments

My Comments

I know this is pessimistic,but it's my view on love.Well..my view on love from a few
years ago.It's not great, and the poem itself is originated by me,so...just read, and enjoy...I
like it,hope ya will too.

Edit:Okay..real love isn't like this,I know.But this is what a lot of teen love is like..

Check out the next post.."Love Is..."by -The Author's Itself

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@ Friday, December 22, 2006
Love Is



Love is a game
just meant to be played.
Love is a phrase
just overly clichéd.

It's dominated by cheaters,
players, and rule-breakers.
Where three words often said
are lies spoken by fakers.

Love is an emotion
and hormones are the cause.
Love is prefection
that brings out your flaws.

Young ones are swayed
into believing that it's real.
Soon concious of mistakes,
next fear is what you feel.

Love is a wish
desired by so many loners.
Love is a sight
shown off by its owners.

It's a sad pathetic world
when love is only wanted,
for the sake of having it,
and for it to be flaunted.

Love ia a drug,
addictive and strong.
Love is a toy.
and you're strung along.

The endings are painful,
yet again you will start,
to end with more lies and tears,
and another cruelly broken heart.

Love is a reason
to be treated like dirt.
Love is an excuse,
an excuse to get hurt.

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@ Friday, December 22, 2006
BAD BUNNY-INTRO

BAD BUNNY-INTRO





















Sorry,it's not that really clear.I've tried ma best.

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@ Friday, December 22, 2006

Here are some cartoons,it's really kinda Funny.

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Thursday, December 21, 2006 @ Thursday, December 21, 2006

here it is...they keep on sayin' that i havent updated ma blog.so,here it is.happy?haha...so what's up?hmmm...let me tell ya what i've done today.well eventually i didnt went out today or did something special,ya know.im just hanging around in ma home chattin' here and there in the internet.i meant i chat with those who online.i remembered those times,when everyday after school i went hanging outs with ma members and a friend of mine who followed me,Crystal.ya guys know her,im completely sure.i guess its gone now.but i dont need to worry cause'...i can still chat with em' in the internet.like they said;"Friends may gone but,Relationship doesnt".and its true.so im still on contact with em'.but if for Crys...me and her will still be together as she took me as her godsister and i appeciate that.nowadays she have been callin' me and ask bout' the situation around as she live in Malaysia.so she wouldnt know what's up and what's down.haha...she's really adorable,peeps like her and so do i.she is so irritatin' at some of the times but im always cool down cause' i know her.like they say..im a cool what's up girl.haha...and so do i.and omg!,btw...i cant wait for school re-open.im so frustrated.i guess im not that really ready cause' i have to buy some stuffs for school re-open but ma books are ready...just some other stuffs. hehee...obviously people cant wait to see their friends when they get back their relationship together.its so cool!i feel like packing ma stuffs right now and get ready to go to school.hehee...well gonna go,wanna do some stuffs.i guess its school stuffs thing...

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Friday, December 08, 2006 @ Friday, December 08, 2006


i cant believe that im gonna be gone by tomorrow.im really gonna feel ma homesick back again but this time will be the real feelin' of it.im gonna missed ya...urgh...sobs!but seriously,especially ma besty...MICHAEL!!!his ma best besty ever.im gonna missed ya, mich!i missed the chattin',messagin' and maybe even the talks;hahas...[always remembered your laughter]im gonna missed ma comp too!i told ya right that i couldnt live without ma comp....and sure i will missed it.i cant believe it that im gonna missed mich,and ma comp,FOR 4 DAYS!!!!wow...that's really bad...haiz....sobs.how i wished mich could come along and bring ma comp too!obviously,it would be potientially problematic.ya could really see the pathetic sight of hardless Nikki;Hidayah.urgh i felt awful right now....haish.well then...gonna go...couldnt stay any longer.im going to pack up.and when i come back...im going out with MICHAEL!,and i really couldnt wait for that cause'......,im meetin' ma Besty!

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Thursday, December 07, 2006 @ Thursday, December 07, 2006


oh god...im started to feel homesick right now.
anybody,help me??
urgh...i feel like vomitting right infront of the computer.
but i wouldnt wanna to cause' i love ma comp.
i cant live without it,seriously.
okay let me get this straight to the point
im quite restless nowadays..
maybe cause' i've been doing alot of stories around
in ma beloved black book.
some of ma members said that ma stories
are kinda 'novel' stories ya know...
cause' its bout' life with love.
as in i called it as,'Life In A Fish Bowl'
and whenever i write it...i will feel chill
and,but i dunno why.
maybe too...i was so into it,im gettin' restless
feelin' homesick...
go away....im goin' on vacation and its gonna
spoiled everythin' that im gonna missed
and a thing im gonna regret either.
okay now,STOP,STOP,STOP!
Nikki,ya have to stop for awhile from doing all those
stories cause' its gonna make ya havin' homesick
again and again!

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Tuesday, December 05, 2006 @ Tuesday, December 05, 2006


Only one of me
and nobody can get a second one
from a photocopy machine.
Nobody has the fingerprints i have.
Nobody can cry ma tears,or laugh my laugh
or have my expectancy when i wait.
But anybody can mimic my dance with my dog.
Anybody can howl how i can sing out of tune.
And mirrors can show me up multiplied
many times say,dressed up in red
or dressed up in grey.
Nobody can get into my clothes for me
or feel my fall for me or do my running.
Nobody hears my music for me,either.
I am just this one.
Nobody else makes the words
i shape with sound when i talk.
But anybody can act how i stutter in a rage.
Anybody can copy echoes i make.
And mirrors can show me multiplied
many times,say,dressed in green
or dressed up in blue.

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Monday, December 04, 2006 @ Monday, December 04, 2006


Sometimes,in case i became a famous
writer,i practiced writing little stories in my diary:

Once upon a time a funny witch
cast a spell on all the world's
creatures.Suddenly,all the animals
that used to be able to fly could
only walk and all the animals that
used to walk could now fly.So you
saw horses soaring through the sky
and preening on rooftops;you saw
birds by the thousands running
through the streets and along high-
ways.And the fish,don't even
mention the fish!The fish learned
to drive and the humans lived in
the sea.The End.

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