Saturday, October 07, 2006 @ Saturday, October 07, 2006
something had happen on tat 1 dae. i slashed ma hands!! wif a penknife! i was stress.n u noe y?! coz i was actuali tinkin' abt de guy... i kept on tinkin' tat me n him is getting apart. ut i dunno whether was it true or nt. im in a confusion. ther was VOICES in ma head. n i was tryin' 2 understand wad was it sayin' abt. ut i cnt!! i juz dun even noe wad 2 do n decided 2 cut ma hand wif de bloody penknife.! i was totalli STRESS OUT!! bloods were kept on flowin' out cudnt stop it. juz cn't>!! ut its nt painful at all n i dunno y?! its kinda fun... de nxt dae he saw ma hand n i was scared n i kept on tinkin' tat im goin 2 be in a veri BIG2 trouble....!! he den went 2 talk 2 me n suddenlli............. ma hands were painful!! i mean it was so DAMN FREAKIN' PAINFUL!! at de first moment it wasnt painful coz of its becomin' a pleasure tat wad he said. he did said tat doin diz was SUMTINK STUPID. ut after of wad he said 2 me...i was totalli out of control ut i tried 2 bared it. ut at least i realise tat wadeva he said was actuali true. it was seriousli stupid. n nw.... i said 2 him tat "I SWORE UPON YOU THAT I WON'T DO IT AGAIN,EVA. I PROMISE.GIVE ME A CHANCE." "THIS WAS A FIRST TIME FOR ME DOING THIS, AND STOP IT." n after tat everitink was ok alreadi. n we went back as pernormal.
Uchiha Itachi; "People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true.
That's how they define "reality".
But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"?
Merely vague concepts ... their "reality" may all be a mirage.
Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?"
She likes the unusuals.
She's not a saint. 7thTEEN 10 March
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