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Thursday, September 07, 2006 @ Thursday, September 07, 2006
 ther diz 1 dae...i been accused of sumtink... ther diz gurl name[i dun tink i shud tell de name]... she accused me of sayin tat i been filrting wif diz sec 4 guy actuali de stori goes lyke diz.....on 1 fine dae..hehe... i was actuali chattin wif HIDAYAH...as in kol as MELISYA... soo...wen we were chattin,i ask melisya tat beside me,she was chattin wif hu... n she sae tat she was chattin KHAIRUL...n i ask her, izit KHAIRUL ur boefren!? ut she sae NO! iz nt hyme...iz e other 1... n i sae ohh. n i ask her wad ar dey chit chattin abt...n she sae NUTINK... n i juz sae ouh! n den she ask me whether i wanna his email...n i sae yea...sure.... n soo...she gav it 2 me... soo....from tat onwards i started chat wif hyme..... n we became closer n quite even closer....[as a fren] [nt more den tat of course] soo...again,i chat wif her[melisya]..... she ask me hw izit goin wif hyme...n i sae yea...his quite cool... n she sae...yea i feel tat 2! in a sudden she sae...n mayb u may hav de feelin 2wards hyme...! n i sae...dun be ridiculous!it wont be...eva... n she sae...it may be... n i sae wateva...n soo...we sign out..... ut wait!!!she did told me tat he noes diz 1 gurl from 1n1... n i sae ohh. n soo...de nxt dae...i wen 2 see de gurl... n ask if she reali do noe hyme...n she repli by YES... n i sae ohh. n den we talk a little abt hyme... until she told me tat he did ask her 4 a stead... ut she accidentalli reject...n she felt sad...she sae tat she even cry... n i sae wad a pity... n soo...melisya was ther 2...n i told her tat mayb we cn help her by tellin hyme de truth tat she didnt mean 2... n she agreed wif me.... n soo...at nite...he was on9...n i sae 2 hyme abt it... ut den wen i was abt 2 sae alittle abt it, he change de topic...n i was lyke quite shocked n i dun noe y it all hapen over n over again... n soo...i ask melisya if she succeeded ut she sae tat she actuali neva chat wif hyme n i told her tat i didnt get 2 do it...i felt sowie... n den de nxt dae.....i told de gurl abt it... n she juz smile...[wad izit mean by tat...i dun get it,shudnt she sae ohh,wif a sad face] ?!?! n we juz smile back 2 her...n she sae sumtink abt hyme again... abt other stuffs she did wif hyme...n i quite hapi 2 hear it... she did ask me whether i still chat wif hyme n i sae yea... n i told her tat DIZ will onli between me,her n melisya... n she sae she agreed ut she did sae tat MIRA also noes abt it... n i sae...den kept it a secret.....n she sae yea... n den on tat nite...i didnt chat wif hyme as he wasnt on9... ut actuali 1 of ma close fren did noes abt it, ut nt alot...her name iz ALYSSHA... she told me tat de other 1 of ma classmates do noe abt diz 2... her name iz AZIMAH... n i ask her hw...n she sae tat she dun noe... n she sae tat mayb ur boefren may noe abt it 2,SAIFUL!! n i sae ouh,shit! n i ask her,ALYSSHA...did u tell hyme...?! n she sae..take it easy man...i didnt tell hyme... hey come on...u noe...i wont betrayed ma own fren... n i sae yea2...i noe u veri well... alrite i believe u...ur ma besties hw cn u betrayed me rite?! n she sae yea rite! n den i ask her tat hw she noes tat AZIMAH noes abt diz... n she repli tat AZIMAH told herself... n den i went 2 ask melisya abt it... n she sae tat she has no idea... n i told her tat AZIMAH alreadi noes abt it... ut den she told me tat AZIMAH did tell her abt it 2 soo she told me wad hapen... on tat afternoon...AZIMAH told her 2 msg ma guy,SAIFUL... 2 tell abt tat i was flirting wif de sec 4 guy from de other skul den SAIFUL get confused coz AZIMAH told hyme 2 come down 2 de VISTA PARK... den AZIMAH told SAIFUL abt it.... n after tellin all tat...dey[melisya n azimah]went 2 go VISTA POINT... soo...from tat on dey went separateli den de nxt morning...i noe abt it... ALYSSHA noes abt it...including de whole class... n 1n1 class... it was totalli stupid! i felt awful...reali...i mean yea..... from tat onwards 2!,he,SAIFUL,stop kolin n even msg me! i was lyke wad de fuck! n sureli thnks 2 de AZIMAH! ut she reali iz ma fren...she sae tat diz iz 4 ma on gud... n i sae y?! n she sae...yea...u muz nt keep secret 2 ur own boefren... [n i was lyke....huh?!] even de gurl...from 1n1...u told her tat i flirt,u noe?!] ut i tink tat she was actuali misunderstandin... she actuali tot tat i were in lurf wif hyme ut actuali nt... soo...i dun blame her... n soo...i settle down all ma prob 2 SAIFUL... i told hyme wad actuali hapen... n at last believe...he tot tat im goin 2 break up wif hyme... n den i settle it again wif her,de gurl from 1n1... at de first moment she sae tat she wudnt believe ut den at de second moment...she do... n at last iz all settle..... ut den im nt angry at AZIMAH coz she iz ma besties 2! n she actuali didnt mean 2 betrayed me... i noe her.... haiz...soo...damn...long!! k den tatz it 4 2dae...bubye!!
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Uchiha Itachi; "People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true.
That's how they define "reality".
But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"?
Merely vague concepts ... their "reality" may all be a mirage.
Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?"
