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Friday, September 29, 2006 @ Friday, September 29, 2006
 let me tell u guyz sumtink. i actuali like diz 1 guy. he's a sec 4 n from ma skul. he is so damn popular in tat skul hueva u ask 4 him.dey will all noe hu he is. let me tell u abt him. he's handsome i mean charming... pretty charming.... funny.cool n romantic guyz. weneva he click his finger all de gurlz will came 2 him in juz a second. wateva it is.its true.its de fact. seriousli. ut i like diz guy nt coz his charming or wateva. itz coz i get 2 noe his true colours n it reali touch me until nw...... n nw we been getting along 2gether quite often. n itz reali tremendous. i been talkin 2 him frequentli. it was reali fun!! |
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Saturday, September 23, 2006 @ Saturday, September 23, 2006
 2dae was de happiest dae of ma dae...!! i actuali wen 2 go 2 town 2 watch de dance floor auditions wif ma frenz... ther were 7 ppl goin... Faris,Yazid,Syazwan,Nash,Farhanah,Alyssha n Me... those were sec 4 except me n alyssha... we met at infront of de BOOTS n SHOES shop n den we went up 2 take de MRT.... we had so much fun talkin' 2 each other in de MRT as it was so damn bored if we dun... de place was actuali at Somerset n so as we reach ther,everi 1 were hungry n suggested 2 eat sumtink while de dance floor auditions havnt started yet as it was such a long journey from Woodlands 2 ther... everibodie had their food except me as i wasnt hungry... dey all were eatin' while im sittin' ther,lookin' at dem hahax..... n dey keep on askin' "tk mkn?!tk mkn?!" n askin' "y" n i was lyke"NOPE,nt hungry" n den suddenli Faris sae"diet ehk?!" n i sae"no larh...,tk de larh" after we had our food [i mean their food] we went 2 watched de dance floor auditions... it was actuali near 2 de place we had our food from de LONG JOHN SILVER... ther groups comin' out on de stage n perform their dance steps sum was great while sum ar kind of 'yuckz'!! hehe...i mean seriousli... after tat,we decided 2 go 4 a walk around ther... i guess arh.....yah i tink so.... so...we walk2 n went 2 sum parts of different places... 1 of it was in de FAREAST PLAZA..... ther was alot of stuffs over ther..... n kak Farhanah was actuali keep on searchin' in de shopping centre 4 a hairband white hairband arh... we went 2 so mani different shops..... de gurlz actuali went 2 de gurlz shops while de guyz goes 2 their own shops..... n den suddenli..... Alyssha hav 2 went home as she had a time limit... she was actuali suppose 2 went home at i mean be home at 4pm... as her mum onli giv her 4 hrs 2 hang around wif her frenz ut she decided 2 go back at 4.30pm n den after a few minutes... she sae tat she's goin home at 5pm... n den i sae "ohh.ok." n wen iz time...she has 2 went home n ask me 2 follow her.... n i sae tat i wasnt goin home yet as i told ma parents tat im goin back late... n she sae"ape seh...abeh ako alek ngn saper?!" n i sae tat"ko alek ngn Syazwan larh" as he did sae tat his goin home at 5pm... n den i told Yazid tat she's goin home n he sae tat he follow her lor... n i sae"ok den" n so dey went home larh.... so iz onli left wif Faris,Syazwan,Nash,Farhanah n Me... onli de 5 of us... we were tinkin' of goin 2 Esplanade 2 lepak2 around ther.... as we were walkin' de underground tunnel, we accidentalli met Alyssha n Yazid... Yazid sae tat he 4got wad or wad eva larh... after tat we went 2 de opposite train... we went 2 City Hall while dey both went 2 Woodlands... be4 we went 2 Esplanade,de guyz wanted 2 go 2 diz shopping mall... i dunno wads de name larh i didnt take a look at it... Nash did bought sumtink from ther a T-shirt it iz... dey were makin' alot of funni things in de shop... n Me n kak Farhanah were laughin' out loud[LOL] it was totalli out of control....hahax...!! after tat we went 2 Esplanade.... we lepak at de roof top which was open-air... it was so loveli...i mean fun narh... hehe....n den suddenli kak Farhanah sae tat she nit 2 go back home as her mum alreadi msg her... n den suddenli ma mum also kol me n askin wher am i... n i sae tat im goin back home... n she sae ok n den kak Farhanah n Me went back home 2gether... we were talkin' happily n it was so freakin' nice... we talk abt our life's n i lyke 2 hear it from her as she do has alot 2 sae abt her life's 2! n she also did adviced me abt sumtink tat was gud 2!! after tat wen it reach Woodlands, we didnt feel lyke we're reachin' alreadi as we had so much fun talkin' 2gether... it was so cool!! hahax...lolx.... n den she get off de train n i sae gud bye 2 her... n so tats it..... goin back home safe n sound.... |
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Monday, September 11, 2006 @ Monday, September 11, 2006
 im gonna 2 tell u ma deepest secret of all... i.....i.....i.....i......i....... actuali kn.....sbenarnye kn...... erm....... klah....straight 2 de point yah hor..... i actuali loike....HARRY POTTER!! i mean i lov hyme so much..... well u noe de reason y i loike hyme iz tat coz his handsome....charming...he has de talent..... but most of all iz tat his a wizard...hahax!! n his quite smart actuali... sumtymes i usuali go 2 diz website i mean his website www.harrypotter.com n i even hav his blog but 2....bad im nt letting u guyz 2 go 2 his blog..... |
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Saturday, September 09, 2006 @ Saturday, September 09, 2006
coz...of ma bro...!! i was playin wif ma comp in ma room wen he came in n ask me if he cn play online games... n i sae 'NO'... n he started 2 ran out of ma room n went 2 ma mum... u noe wad he sae... he sae 'mum...u see arh sis...she wudnt let me play de games in de comp... n ma mum sae 'she is using de comp rite?!' n he sae 'ut i wana 2 play...'[started cryin] it was soo damn irritatin...!! urgh......!! n den at last ma mum came 2 me n sae 'cn u let ur bro 2 play 4 awhile?!' n i sae...'of course no!' n she sae 'i dun care juz let hyme play...' n i sae...'dun u rmb....wen he spoiled ma comp?!' [believe it or nt he did...it was soo lunatic...he made it spoiled!] n she sae 'well,den u juz watch hyme...so nutink cn hapen' n i was lyke 'urgh.....!!' n well.... unfortunateli....i did HAV 2 gav it 2 hyme... n soo i did... he was soo 'shok' playin...until he 4gotten me.... n i was lyke 'HELLOR...' 'hey yo,ya using ma comp nt urs....' n i told hyme 2 stop playin n it was ma turn.... n at last i did get back... luckili he didnt tell ma mum again... n soo i go on ma comp.... |
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Friday, September 08, 2006 @ Friday, September 08, 2006
 hav u eva tot tat if u ar 2.... emotional abt lurve... means tat u ar deepli in lurve... as in kol as emo iz lurve... huh...mayb u ar wonderin y izit soo... dun u eva ask me tat kind of qns... as i am nt quite sure abt tat... haha.....hmmm.... juz tink abt it sumtyme.... sumhw.... |
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@ Friday, September 08, 2006
a woman hu lurvez another woman... |
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Thursday, September 07, 2006 @ Thursday, September 07, 2006
 ther diz 1 dae...i been accused of sumtink... ther diz gurl name[i dun tink i shud tell de name]... she accused me of sayin tat i been filrting wif diz sec 4 guy actuali de stori goes lyke diz.....on 1 fine dae..hehe... i was actuali chattin wif HIDAYAH...as in kol as MELISYA... soo...wen we were chattin,i ask melisya tat beside me,she was chattin wif hu... n she sae tat she was chattin KHAIRUL...n i ask her, izit KHAIRUL ur boefren!? ut she sae NO! iz nt hyme...iz e other 1... n i sae ohh. n i ask her wad ar dey chit chattin abt...n she sae NUTINK... n i juz sae ouh! n den she ask me whether i wanna his email...n i sae yea...sure.... n soo...she gav it 2 me... soo....from tat onwards i started chat wif hyme..... n we became closer n quite even closer....[as a fren] [nt more den tat of course] soo...again,i chat wif her[melisya]..... she ask me hw izit goin wif hyme...n i sae yea...his quite cool... n she sae...yea i feel tat 2! in a sudden she sae...n mayb u may hav de feelin 2wards hyme...! n i sae...dun be ridiculous!it wont be...eva... n she sae...it may be... n i sae wateva...n soo...we sign out..... ut wait!!!she did told me tat he noes diz 1 gurl from 1n1... n i sae ohh. n soo...de nxt dae...i wen 2 see de gurl... n ask if she reali do noe hyme...n she repli by YES... n i sae ohh. n den we talk a little abt hyme... until she told me tat he did ask her 4 a stead... ut she accidentalli reject...n she felt sad...she sae tat she even cry... n i sae wad a pity... n soo...melisya was ther 2...n i told her tat mayb we cn help her by tellin hyme de truth tat she didnt mean 2... n she agreed wif me.... n soo...at nite...he was on9...n i sae 2 hyme abt it... ut den wen i was abt 2 sae alittle abt it, he change de topic...n i was lyke quite shocked n i dun noe y it all hapen over n over again... n soo...i ask melisya if she succeeded ut she sae tat she actuali neva chat wif hyme n i told her tat i didnt get 2 do it...i felt sowie... n den de nxt dae.....i told de gurl abt it... n she juz smile...[wad izit mean by tat...i dun get it,shudnt she sae ohh,wif a sad face] ?!?! n we juz smile back 2 her...n she sae sumtink abt hyme again... abt other stuffs she did wif hyme...n i quite hapi 2 hear it... she did ask me whether i still chat wif hyme n i sae yea... n i told her tat DIZ will onli between me,her n melisya... n she sae she agreed ut she did sae tat MIRA also noes abt it... n i sae...den kept it a secret.....n she sae yea... n den on tat nite...i didnt chat wif hyme as he wasnt on9... ut actuali 1 of ma close fren did noes abt it, ut nt alot...her name iz ALYSSHA... she told me tat de other 1 of ma classmates do noe abt diz 2... her name iz AZIMAH... n i ask her hw...n she sae tat she dun noe... n she sae tat mayb ur boefren may noe abt it 2,SAIFUL!! n i sae ouh,shit! n i ask her,ALYSSHA...did u tell hyme...?! n she sae..take it easy man...i didnt tell hyme... hey come on...u noe...i wont betrayed ma own fren... n i sae yea2...i noe u veri well... alrite i believe u...ur ma besties hw cn u betrayed me rite?! n she sae yea rite! n den i ask her tat hw she noes tat AZIMAH noes abt diz... n she repli tat AZIMAH told herself... n den i went 2 ask melisya abt it... n she sae tat she has no idea... n i told her tat AZIMAH alreadi noes abt it... ut den she told me tat AZIMAH did tell her abt it 2 soo she told me wad hapen... on tat afternoon...AZIMAH told her 2 msg ma guy,SAIFUL... 2 tell abt tat i was flirting wif de sec 4 guy from de other skul den SAIFUL get confused coz AZIMAH told hyme 2 come down 2 de VISTA PARK... den AZIMAH told SAIFUL abt it.... n after tellin all tat...dey[melisya n azimah]went 2 go VISTA POINT... soo...from tat on dey went separateli den de nxt morning...i noe abt it... ALYSSHA noes abt it...including de whole class... n 1n1 class... it was totalli stupid! i felt awful...reali...i mean yea..... from tat onwards 2!,he,SAIFUL,stop kolin n even msg me! i was lyke wad de fuck! n sureli thnks 2 de AZIMAH! ut she reali iz ma fren...she sae tat diz iz 4 ma on gud... n i sae y?! n she sae...yea...u muz nt keep secret 2 ur own boefren... [n i was lyke....huh?!] even de gurl...from 1n1...u told her tat i flirt,u noe?!] ut i tink tat she was actuali misunderstandin... she actuali tot tat i were in lurf wif hyme ut actuali nt... soo...i dun blame her... n soo...i settle down all ma prob 2 SAIFUL... i told hyme wad actuali hapen... n at last believe...he tot tat im goin 2 break up wif hyme... n den i settle it again wif her,de gurl from 1n1... at de first moment she sae tat she wudnt believe ut den at de second moment...she do... n at last iz all settle..... ut den im nt angry at AZIMAH coz she iz ma besties 2! n she actuali didnt mean 2 betrayed me... i noe her.... haiz...soo...damn...long!! k den tatz it 4 2dae...bubye!!
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Friday, September 01, 2006 @ Friday, September 01, 2006
 im juz a normal gurl hu wans a normal life...of course those wud be potientially problematic.....i cudnt even hav a normal life and i dunno y?!...mayb iz coz of wad i do,hw i behave or live...ok FINE!! live me alone....i dun nit u guyz animore.....iz nt worth it! im on myself.....nutink cn stop me.....nt more...eva...... |
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Uchiha Itachi; "People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true.
That's how they define "reality".
But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"?
Merely vague concepts ... their "reality" may all be a mirage.
Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?"
